I Bleed Inside..

just another part of me..

2008-09-24T20:51:00.004+08:00

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KL's Birthday
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last mon.. KL is holding his birthday party at downtown east chalet..
of course la!
being a damn good friend..
i rushed down after my lesson la..
then reached there around 515pm..
its like damn fast la.. break record.. =D
when i called them..
they still at KL's house can! D=
i decided to wait for them.. .. IN DA ARCADE! LOL! =x
played damn lots of percussion freaks la..
seriously.. i am getting bored of it..
yawns.. BUT BUT!! HOW CAN THAT BE?!?!

OMG! *runs to the mirror and check whether its myself*

okie.. then i went off playing DAYTOOOONAAA!!! LOL!
decided to train on expert map.
the first machine i play..
the gear a bit sot..

so at the next credit..
the gear is stuck..

NVM! NEXT CREDIT!
the gas pedal sot sot!

ARGH!! *kicks all the 3 machine!* D=

runs back to drum machine! *TAP TAP TAP*
GOSH! i wonder how much money i spent on that crap.. T_T
after all that fun..
i called them again..
they say.. they are preparing to go off only..
i was like.. WTF!! NOOOO!
its like.. 1hr++ the last call i gave them..

nvm.. i proceed to the chalet..
when i reached the room..
i knocked on the door..
soon, janson opened the door..
thinking that all the rest of my frens will be in there..
i walked in happily..
instead i saw 4 girls..

I SERIOUSLY STUNNED TIO OKIE!
i told the girls..
"wat you all doing inside sia.. 1 guy 4 girls.."

one girl replied..
"janson very xing fu hor..."

i was like.. "... okie.. "
LOL!

okie fast forward the whole thing..
i suan all my frens..
now all in an improvised version!
MORE CRUDE! =D

as usual.. in a cool way la..
my frens take it cool too.. =D
bu ying kai shi my friends.. LOL!

AS FOR KL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
*dance around* rofl..

i was expecting karen to come.. but end up not coming..
lols.. sad case..

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TODAY
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i am not really going into details..
the problem statement for today is about..
about logical arguments.. and sth else la..
i don care about that..

just to highlight..
today i tried sth new..
i tried to be myself..
but end up ppl look at me in a weird way..
hate this la..
i know i like to do random moves but that is who i am..
who cares about you?

nah nah!! SUCKER! *make funny face*

okie.. thats all for today..

ching: a gallon of kerosene per day keeps the faci away! LOL!

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THOUGHTS
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i thought my memories was washed away..
but it some how came back again..
haiz..

SIMI BLOG RATER?!?

2008-09-21T19:54:00.022+08:00

at first b4 the post i post recently..
it was rated as G.. i swear! it was suitable for EVERYONE!
SEE!

then later became..

i told HH and ching about it..
then i thought i could do sth evil to my blog! heh heh!

KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL!

and then it got to..

THEN MOREEEEEE OF KILLINGS!!

KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL! KILL!

ARGHHH!!
FINALLY! GOT ALL THE 4 RATINGS! =D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
COOL OR WAT?!?!
DAMN FUNNY LA!
ROFL!
alright i know i have nth better to do.. =.=

another day of me..

2008-09-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

OMFG!! I MUST STOP PLAYING PERCUSSION FREAKS CAN?!?!
*tie myself to the computer*

i seems like i'm addicted to it..
but i am just controling..
*attemps to crawl back to arcade but failed*
ARGH!!

oh wells, ytd i went to play it though..
rofl.. i went there..
i saw no one playing it..
*runs to it and TAP TAP TAP TAP!* =D

i still hate the yellow panel..
i just need to hit it extra hard for the machine to register my movements..
*BAM BAM BAM*

i remember the first time attempting to play it with HH..
hahas.. we are so noob back then.. playing < lvl25 songs
then within 4hrs of that machine..
we got a hold of it.. started playing <35songs
and the last song is always the so called "bian tai" round..
the first song we tried to complete was BREAK DOWN EXTREME VERSION!

just that we cant get thru the part which needs the non stop wacking..
*hands break and i REALLY GOT "BREAK DOWN"*
after almost half of a day playing of that machine..
I SUFFERED A SERVERE PAIN AT MY ARMS FOR 3DAYS! D=

Now, i think i'm a amature player bah..
*wacking the machine happily*
playing and and.. i found my fav song.. but i just cant perfect it..
cos there is a part where it need crazy hitting for like 10secs..
>.>

after i finished my credit..
i looked at others playing it..
first i saw a girl who is slightly older than me..
when she play.. i was like! O.O
she hit as if she is a really a machine..
>75% perfect + full combo = me emo at one corner..

then next a another farmiliar looking guy played it..
then when i took a closer look at his face..
i was like.. OMFG!!!
its mong teng.. and its a GIRL!
wazzup with the guy looking pattern on her face..
then i thought she came and try out the machine..
i stayed and look at her play..
=.=l|l
WO DE MAMA AR!!!

she is even more bian tai than the previous one can..
her one is like.. >85% perfect..
when i am watching her play..
*stones at one corner with the "wo de lao tian" face*

then my mom told me whether i wan to watch movie..
i said anything lor..
she asked me to choose btwn babylon and disaster movie..
of course i choose babylon la!

but she give me a "i am not interested" kind of look..
then y in the first place ask mee leh?!?!
then i told her.. aiya.. i anything la..
then we went for disastor movie..

WA SEH!!!!
wat fking movie is this?!?
it is lame..

WARNING: I DO NOT RECCOMEND THIS MOVIE TO ANYONE!

the whole movie is like around 1hr+
maybe only 15mins of lameness..
45mins of RETARDEDNESS!
and the rest is like.. WTF?!?!

the movie supposed to make us laugh..
but i look at the screen with the _l_(=.=)_l_ look..
purely shitty can!!!

i got home..
so wanting to wack the drum machine again.. lols..
i got online..
chatted with one of my friends!
and i realised that..
i have someone whom hate the same person as me!=D
happy happy!
*gossip gossip*
*take a voodoo doll and stab*

so happy can!
LOL!

thinking back of my class E36C
by this time..
i think i have one cirle of frens already..
esp the first few frens i made..
Ching, HH, Jeff, Ben,
but in W46B.. can count my friends with 1 hand..
sad right?
haiz! still working hard!! GOGOGO!

*smiles whenever you are not around*

okie bye guys!

Wat a class..

2008-09-20T10:15:00.004+08:00

*shakes head*
i don think i will go well with my class this sem..

getting backstabbed and names..
i really fking hate some of those ppl unless they prove me otherwise..
i have my own reasons for dislike/like them..
they just dont share the laughter..

i know its a 2 way thing..
i tried my best in getting along with them..
i saw a big group of ppl playing "dota"
so i learned how to play it..
i know i am a noob in that game and pulling my teammates down in the battle..
things just don't go the way i wan to be.. =(

back in E36C..
i remember by this time..
we should have already having fun tgt..
most prolly ching.. ben.. haylie.. jeff.. HH.. tobi..
is those ppl who i am already bonded quite well..

haiz.. really miss those times..
well.. not that i did not make any friends in my new class..
some of them are pleasent.. nice.. and easy going..
TALKING ABOUT "You know WHO!
she is a wonder of BITCHES!
she cannot tell the diff of being sarastic, joke, seriousness..
ytd she called me crazy..

YOU ARE THE FKING CRAZY ONE! YOUR BRAIN IS HAYWIRED CAN!!!

gosh! i din know 2 people already start to piss me off..
nvm about that girl.. that guy i am quite fine with him..
he is just playful bah..

firstly i wan to say that i can quite easy going.. unless provoked..
i make lame/cold jokes.. and i can be very serious at times..
but when i flare up..
i'm not a person who you can mess with..

well.. i am going to make a list of ppl..

ANG BOON HUI JANICE
CHOOI KOK BOON
EILEEN CHEONG LEI PENG
HUANG YAOZHENG
LIM WAN XUAN JOYCE
MICHELLE TONG LI TING
MUHAMMAD ALYASA' B KAMSANI
MUHAMMAD RIZWAN BIN MAHMUD
MUHAMMAD ZAHID B SLAMAT
NURATIKA BTE HALEK
NURUL ASHIKIN BTE ABU BAKAR
NYDIA LIM WEI LING
OH YAU MIN
POH WAI LONG
RAJINI KRISHNAMUTI
RINI ASTIKA BTE ZAINAL
SHAHRIN BIN SELAMAT
SITI KHADIJAH BTE MOHD YUSOFF
SITI RAUDHAH BTE MOHD YUSOFF
TAN BOON CHIANG KENNETH
TAN SHENG CHANG
TAN WEI WEI RAINER
YAP GUI LIANG
YAP YI JUN PAMELA
YEONG SIEW HUI

This class of 25 ppl.. including me..
i hope everyone can get well tgt..
esp janice.. i don wan to label you sth negative..
comeon.. we are classsmates!
and we are going to be tgt for like the next..
67 lessons to go..
hope to see some happy faces.. =)

ps: i really hate ppl giving me names.. my name is arnt that hard to call right?
a few of my classmates call me ang gu gui.. well, i am totally fine with it..
not those like.. CRAZY, RETARDED, NERD..

well, i donno how ppl look at me in my poly days..
but i told myself that i wan a fresh new start in poly..
forget about the attitude in sec school days..
working hard on my grades..
aiming to go into a uni after my poly..
i just don wan to let my mom down..

i really hope that..
my mom can see me wear a graduation hat after my uni..
and earn money for her so she can stop working..
haiz..
life is hard..
but i will strive.. =)

A long long post..

2008-09-09T19:59:00.003+08:00

ARGH.. i know i long time nvr post liao!
sry about that okie?!
LOL!

okie.. first i will start of with my new class! W46B~
it have been a week ever since i first stepped in it..

the first person i saw in the class is siew ling..
i remember that time i reached the class around 815am.
prolly is is like haylie..
a person who will be in class around 730.. =x

ok anyway.. there are some names i can remember..
i will describe them for you.. =D

FACIs:

Cognitive - A crazy old faggggggg whom is HATED by our class.
Enterprise - Normal and friendly teacher, but cannot joke with the class.
Science - A Nerdy faci, who have LAME jokes, and his laughter sounds damnnit serious..
Computering - A normal faci lor.. MAX 5slides.. make life easier for us!
Communications - A FAGGING STRICT FACI WHO EXPECT HIGH STANDARDS!

Classmates:

G aka mas selamat - a crazy lame ass joker, damnnit lots of random lame moves..
Siew ling - A quiet girl who is quite talented in doing slides.
Janie - a so called Funny and a laughing stock in our class! =D
Joyce - Jeff's Fren, mistaken Tower Defence for SIMS CITY! LOL!
Michelle - A girl who always give funny and irrelevant answers.
Nelson - A guy who really talk half way can "zhao cia".. LOL! =x

There is a lot of others that i din mention.

well.. overall this class.. i will label it as a noisy and fun class!

anyway.. now about guigui..
WOOTS.. guigui is no longer that FAT anymore! =D
any i got its running wheel changed to a BIGGER one.. but its old too.. =x
but its still happy running around in the cage and on my hands.. heh heh..

about my old class.. E36C..
still in touch with them! woots..
recently they are out for dinner..
i am invited but unfortunatly.. MY MOM GOT COOK!! ZZZZ!!!
we did meet up for lunch breaks..
Lots of jokes.. and shalom's laughter and azhar's jokes.. ROFL!
JEFF's TOTAL ZHAP-NESS!

Today, after i eaten my lunch..
me, jeff and ben was going to buy some drinks..
so with the ZHAP JOKE..
BEN said this LOUDY: ERM.. I WAN TO BUY SOME ZHAP!
with a immediate response from me.. i laughed..
BUT! just nice two girls walked pasted and heard Ben..
then one of them go.. "EWWWWWWWWW.."
Me, Jeff burst out laughing LOUDLY in the canteen..
and OF COURSE!! BEN is FAGGING pai seh lor..

Today was a FAGGING BAD DAY CAN!
Faci is damn strict and he say cannot msn or else str8 F..
i feel like telling the faci..
"yeah.. and i also feel like F-ing you"
but then!.. being a guai kia..
i cant.. =D must surpress my evil side.. MUHAHAHA!

after school.. met up with shalom and her fren to take MRT tgt..
when i saw her fren.. reminds me of calcin's GF, pearlyn..
got a bit look like her sia..
hahas.. but this time she got short hair.. >.<
when i am at woodlands MRT..
josh suddenly called me..
asking me where am i.. then he told me he was already at yishun..
so he said that this time i slow..
so i replied.. "woah.. ever since when your leg grow so long?"
he ask me to fk my own backside.. but how sia.. LOL!
and asked me to meet him at YISHUN BUS INTERCHANGE..

SOOO.. ASSUMING THAT HE IS ALREADY AT:
Yishun.. Reaching bus interchange..
SO, when i reached the bus interchange..
HE SHOULD be at the bus waiting line.

so i rushed to the interchange..
then i reached the bus 39 line..
I SAW NOONE!!!!
but looking at the bus..
there is already some ppl on the bus..
so i think.. perhaps this asshole board the bus and waiting for me..
then i board the bus.. and my eyes scanning thoroughly for him..
BUT HE IS NOT ON THE BUS!!! OMFG!!
then i called him..
and ask him where the FK is he..
he told me he is REACHING interchange..
i was like.. =.= erm.. ok.. and asked him to hurry up..
then when the bus JUST LEFT.. i saw him..
with a can of COKE.. happily enjoying himself there..
i was like.. "DOUBLE =.="
but still i apologise for boarding the bus b4 calling you first ya?!

on the bus i was doing RJ..
then i MANAGED to finish up my last sentence b4 i fall asleep..

reached home around 620..
saw my uncle in my house as i tried to scare my mom from the window..
ROFL..
should take a pic of her "chua zai" face.. LOL!
then i got to eat some food..
taste like.. erm.. not bad..
but i think i am going to have a stomach ache..
Joycelyn should know y.. LOL!

my uncle bought a new phone..
prolly he signed up for a new plan..
so as an ANGEL i helped him to put some songs in the EMPTY phone..
then when he wan to change SIM card..
he is like struggling to open the batt cover..
so thinking that i could help him..
i gave him a helping hand..
TMD! that batt cover is locked by WAT?!?!
no matter how to pull also cannot..
then he sweared.. i heard.. =D
LOL!

anyway today is a long post.. i know..
but i hope all of you like it! =D

A "BURING COKE" i made at E36C chalet! =D

=D

2008-08-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

well well..
finally i am back right?
after being MIA for so darn long..
hmm.. cos i am really really lazy to blog..
okie.. i have got lots to say..

pass 2 days was the ghost festival..
and then i fell sick on that night..
having a fever..
GOSH!
how can this be?
i am still running a fever now..
and i am too weak to do any other things then typing my com.

*hugs my com* <3

ERMS! basicly.. my com is my wife.. >.<
seriously.. when ever i am at home..
i will most prob facing my com..
my eye got sparks leh!
HAHAHAHAS!
and hor!
my hamster look more and more like a BALL!
OMFG!
when it sleeps..
it will roll up as if it is some kind of furry ping pong ball or sth..
and it is also lazy to run around..
next time i gonna buy the ball to let it excerise..
hmm..

and and!
i am currently forcing myself to divert all my attention to my gui gui and someone else.
to forget a F****** B****..
hmm.. FB?
sounds like F&B though..
makes me wanna eat mac's fries, KFC's chicken and a bottle of coke..
WOOT!
that sounds so heavenly!

hmm.. you guys wanna know about my investments huh?
yaya.. the 1st month i have earned 190USD..
the 2nd month i have earned around 200++..
wonder y is it so low?
cos i lost 150USD.. hmm..
maybe making money is not that easy after all..
well at least i am still earning..
i think by now i will have 1.5kUSD worth my e-currency.
cool huh.. =D

now i really donno wat to blog about cos my brain is functioning like a snail..
bleah..
well..
i think when the first person who come and see this post..
i think it will be a week ago's post.. LOL!
okie.. tatas!

party day..

2008-07-05T08:49:00.002+08:00

omg.. time fly so fast sia!
today will be the party day!
WOOOTS!
i wonder how it will be..
hmm..
i hope everyone turns up and stays late!
around 25 people will be there..
i hope..

my birthday wishes!
1) more % ROI!
2) 3 cute hamsters! OMFGGGGG!!
3) happiness!
4) Get everyday As!!!
5) FORGET ABOUT THAT PERSON! WUHAHAHAHAHA!
6) Endless fun with frens! =D

=D
certainly..
guiliang is so darn happy today..
but now.. morning like..
restless.. =x
i hope i don die while partying..
oh drats.. i just coughed..
ARGH!!
okie guys.. i hope to see you later!

=DDDD

lol..

2008-06-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

i donno wat am i doing..
we are trying to prove that..
having just only one specialized area is just not enough..
we need a few more extra knowledge and put together with our primary knowledge..
which will eventualy bring you to a better advantage to such situations..
well..

CAST!

jeff aka salesman with psychological degree & sales management degree and camara man..
juliet aka salesgirl without psychological degree & sales management degree..
ann aka news girl!
guo hao aka camara man and customer..
and finally.
guiliang aka the news guy and crazy customer..

PS: ALL THESE SHIT WAS "TOO KWA CHANG" LOR!!
ENJOY! =.=

long day trip..

2008-06-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

HEY long time no see!
anyway..
ytd my cousin told me that she have a $150 COLLAGE voucher which is expiring on 10/6/08 and whether i want it or not.. of course want la!
guiliang nvr shop for clothes unless its branded and looks nice!
LOL!
oh ya.. guiliang don like cheap stuffs..
*throws them aside*
BURN THEM! MUHAHAHA!!
today actually i accompany my mom to NDC..
she need to go check up on her teeth which she have been crying over it for months!
=x
LOL!
then after the fagging long waiting in NDC for my mom for around 2hrs.. =.=
finally went to orhard cineleisure to shop for clothes!
soon.. when i reached the shop..
ah gui found himself in a shop which price tags is like.. !@$@^$%^@#
LOL!
so he walked to the shop.. not much clothes to choose.. T_T..
so sad lor..
walked around.. picked 1 top..
then tried on the pants.. which looks damn gay..
*throws it aside.*

then ah gui found a uber cool HDLN cardigan!
he wants it.. but the voucher cannot purhase it..
DAMN IT!!
i <3 it LOTS LOR!

sad lor.. then i cant find any top that i like and which have the size i wan too!
then i bought 2 tops of the same design but diff colour..
sian! take a look!

this is the black one.. the other one.. i don bother to open it..

well.. thats it..
see ya guys!

another new plan..

2008-06-03T09:36:00.002+08:00

my online investments is going to start within a week now..
i think i get the money from my bank and going to deposit my cash in hand..
i think i will be left with $401..
hahas..
oh man..
i am going to buy newspapers and do the flyers job again..
i will do block to block or letter box one..
the one which need to stand in the middle of the crowd one..
i wont do.. =x..
hahas..
oh well! i going to buy newspapers now..
suen bian buy bee boon for my mom.. =)

tatas~

a wake up call..

2008-06-02T08:41:00.002+08:00

after being exposed to all of sorts of cruelness of the "real world"
i started begining to think ahead of my future..
which i nvr had done in my life..
quote: "in order to do this, you need to have the right mind set".
gui liang don have da right mind set..
he is just a childish, immature, playful kid..
now i wan to plan ahead of my paths..
i wan to work out my financial plans now..
i actually have some new objectives..
[all these are actually planned very far down the road..]

1. Study and get GPA3.8 then got 2k =)
2. Get more money! Work Work WORK!
3. Online investments! Capital up to 500USD
4. Get knowledge on how to invest online..
5. Save up 50k then 100k then 150k
6. Pvt Deg. costs around 20k~30k
7. Work with a salary of at least 3.5k/m
8. Get a Car! =)
9. Find the right girl at the right time..
10. Surpport my family first followed by my GF(if i have)
11. Surcure my GF's feelings.
12. Get married with the right person.

okie.. let reveal my secrets now..
my past plans..

1. Get a Girl..
2. Get more games..
3. Save more money via pocket money.
4. More money.. [for my wants only]
5. get a Dip.
6. go into the workforce expecting 5k salary [FAT HOPE]
7. get married.

Evil right?
i did not even spare a thought of my future..
i will carefully plan everything out..
hopefully i could engage it ASAP or latest by next yr.

if i get my money approx. SGD$750 first i will get my E currency..
i am expecting by dec or latest by next yr's CNY.
i am also expecting the 500USD will grow 6000USD over 2yrs
and the 6kUSD will grow to 100k over another 2 yrs which is 4yrs from 2009.
and i am hoping that i can use that money for my education and stuffs.

and also expecting to get a car after my army..
and of course i don wanna depend too much on investments..

i hope my plan will work out well and go on smoothly.. =)
i will give all the credits to Ivan, for being a wake up call for me. xD

she is back..

2008-05-30T14:05:00.002+08:00

hahas..
actually today, i wanted to call her out..
i planed all out..
going to dte and stuffs..

i feel damn weird..
i donno why the hell i call her man!
well i did..
lols..

but sadly..
she is darn busy with her stuffs..
so sad lor..

haiz..
she is leaving for HK
ON THE SAME DAY WHEN I AM LEAVING FOR MSIA!
sian..
lols.
erm..

i wonder if..

joel..
nathon..
aunt rina..
her dad
and.. scooby.. (got spelling errors i know)

is still the same or not..
hahas..
but most importantly is her lor..

haiz..
we are very two different people now.

anyway.. i am darn surprised that i still have her number..
and she got my number somehow..
zzz..

-=the two hearts left their home at the same time.=-

once again.. shes back..

2008-05-28T08:23:00.002+08:00

i don wan this to happen..
i just found out that i cant forget her..
i wonder can i talk or meet up with her..
things just happened too sudden..
i cant control myself as i think of her now..
sad leh.. i donno wat to say to her..
but i got a feeling that i got loads to tell..
i wonder shes alright..
when i thought of her..
i have a sudden jab of thousand needles into my heart..
one of my fren say that she will come back to mi..
i think it was all bull shit.
i know..
it will not come true..
and furthermore.. i may not accept her back..
so.. dream on!

if i were to be with her again..
i swear i will buy lots of ice creams and candys untill she got sick of it.
HAHAS!
i donno what i wan from her also..
so guiliang.. prepare for another blow..
i sense a very bad aura coming..
i donno whether i could handle it..
i think i did not change the feelings i have for her..
the seedling from oct 2004 have grown into a tree, darling..
i have nth to say already..
but my heart have lots to say then this..

good bye~

new skin!

2008-05-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

Old Blog Skin will be remembered...

=)

i have changed a serveral things..

removed mini game..
add on blog patrol..
added self pic.. =.=

dream..

2008-05-18T16:19:00.002+08:00

it happened again..
the dream..
the dream where i always see you..
3yrs ago, we started off sweet..
but after 2 yrs.. we parted..

i saw your face..
we look into each others eyes..
but just cant recall the name..
something is missing again..

we are not strangers..
but we act as if we are..
but i felt nothing this time..
nothing at all..
i always wanted to see your face..
but now.. i wont..

wat happened already happened..
we can bring no time back..

this is my life..
I bleed inside..

random pics..

2008-05-17T08:30:00.006+08:00

hmmm..

2008-05-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

i saw you..
walking in the rain..
shivering cold and with tears in your eyes..
walking as if you are a shadow..

i came up to you..
with an umbralla..
sheltering you from the rain..

i look in your eyes..
i tried to help..
but you don care..
i felt the pain in you..
a unbearable pain..

i will lift you off from there..
but you refused..
you continued walking..
leaving everything thing behind..
but you brought your tears and pain along with you..

you nvr should..
but i will stand by you..
with this umbralla on my hand..

Just For You~

similarity..

2008-05-12T08:52:00.002+08:00

I wore Black polo T, Blue jeans, Orange Belt, White Shoes.

She wore Black T, Blue jeans, Orange Belt, White Shoes.

LOL!

So funny right?

Somehow look alike..

hmm..

oh well..

Days together..

2008-05-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

My soul aches,
My heart breaks.
A tear in my eye,
I'll forever cry.
I wish my pain away,
I wish it away today.
Why does it hurt so bad,
Does this make her glad?
Why does she douse my inner flame?
What did I do to deserve this?
I just wish I could have one last kiss.

A depressed soul I'll always be,
Everyone will always see.
I will be strong,
Because she was wrong.
This is now the past,
It's going very fast.
Love so simple, but hard to say,
It keeps me living another day.
I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be,
My chest was shut tight, complete with purity.
It's been a bad day,
I'll try letting it not show,
Another sad day, I'm just letting it go.

A Random Poem... =)

Something is left behind.

2008-04-30T06:43:00.002+08:00

A jab of thought invaded me,
Never thought it will be so sudden.

This feeling in me was built,
but later it was demolished.

I used to be someone who is a nobody,
where no one cares about my existence.

Things changed when i met you,
you made a nobody into somebody,
which is somethings some people can't do.

I wont look back to the demolish "thing".
It will be left behind from me.

Something which i will not bring along with me.

Something which i will not bring along with me....

Something will be left behind.

Something will be forgotten once more..

Thats my life....

I Bleed Inside..

hahas..

2008-04-16T08:50:00.002+08:00

firstly..
i am doing great in RP..
everyday got 1 presentation..
argh.. which is like.. =.=
well.. i have made lots of frens in RP.
surprisingly.. all of the class ppl.. or most..
are my frens!
i think after 5th day of school ba!
<3 my new frens too!
xD
i have been doing well in school..
i will post about the orientation in the next up coming post!
so stay tuned!

chalet day 2 and 3..

2008-03-27T20:19:00.030+08:00

Day 2..
oh man!
i was forced to wake up at 7am..
cos my fren squashed by my fren who is sleeping next to mi..
argh!
then i woke up..
donno wat to do..
so i turned on my lappy and starting playing rise of nations..
so i play play and play..
untill 9am.. finally brandon woke up..
so sian..
the others slowly woke up..
around 10 or 11am like that..
so they wanted to play CSS on my lappy..
so let them play lor..
they kept dying cos the "normal" bots was too godly.. LOL!
then around 1230pm i left there..
cos my mom was nagging at mi to bring the lappy home..
=.= y she like that sia..
i bring there to play for a while nia..
so i reached home..
washed up..
change bag..
go online for 20mins..

then left home for chalet liao..
this night.. there is BBQ going on..
so i wan to attend..
at that time..
around 3pm they were fishing at CBC so i meet them there..
so i started to take pics around as val says that blog with pics are more interesting..

CAMARA IN TESTING!!

okie.. thats look good! fishing with fishing rods at CBC..

but.. y the dark clouds are coming in?!?! ZOMG!!!

then.. soon..
IT RAINED HEAVILY!! SIAN!
the bad thing is..
we cant sit.. (cos the floor is wet) and we are stranded at the small shelter.. darn!
looking at the way it rained..
i guess our BBQ is pao tang liao!
so i am so sian..
so hungry!
so tired!!!!
ARGHHH!!
LUCKY GOD GAVE US THE WAY BACK TO OUR CHALET!
the rain lightened..
and we are able to walk back now..
gosh..
its a 20mins walk!
din expect it to be that far!
when i reached the chalet..
i was tooooooo tired to play or wat..
after 30mins in resting on the sofa..
i went back up to sleep~

z
zz
zzz
zzzz
zzzzz.....

OH NOESSSS!!
WOKE UP WITH A HORRIBLE HEADACHE!
PIANG WEI!!
nvm.. i got up the bed..
walked to the door..
*BANG!* WTH!!!
brandon just nice opened the door and it banged on mi..
zzzz.. how suey can i be?
then i saw some1 outside the door..
ehh! joey!
din know she will come..
i think is brandon invite one..
cos she stick to him like glue..
or perhaps.. a couple? =x
the bbq is starting soon..
so i went to help on carrying the things out..
then some of them are starting fire..
a few of them are just watching TV.. oh well~
then i sat around the BBQ pit..
then i saw!!
OMG!! THOSE CATS!! THOSE CATS WHICH I PLAYED WITH A FEW WEEKS AGO!! EXACTLY THE SAME!! OMG!! MISSED THEM LIKE HELL!!
but this time..
got papa cat..
mama cat seems to forget mi le..
but she is still friendly as ever..
and the kittens~ xDDD so cute! obviously it grown up..

this are the pics when they looks like a few weeks ago!

this was taken around 6+am meow meow was sleeping!

ops.. bu xiao xing woke it up!
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then the cat go back to its silblings to sleep tgt with them..
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and now~ MEOW MEOW IS BACK!

TAKE 2!

another one got up the chair! =3 or is there sth below?

o.O the last one.. resting at a cooling spot~ xDD

then the food is ready!
went off to eat! CHEW all the chicken wing! crab sticks!
omg.. heavenly!
when i was eating..
wilfred played with the cats with a stick..
lols that makes it more cute than ever! =3=3=3=3=3=3
after filling up myself!
off to take more pics of the cat.. xDD

went to the dustpan~

their little cosy dustpan! =3

aww.. so ke lian..
thirsty that time go drink the puddle of water of the floor..
but.. still cute! xDD

after all the photo taking and food!
went back in and slack.. watching TV..
lols.. FEAT.......

ohh.. don mind their ugly pose! LOL!

then around 1am.. all went back up..
brandon and wilfred was playing.. so.. as a sandwich(ME)
is the victim of getting molested..LOL!
i switched places with brandon later on so they can gay all they wan.. lols..
i fall asleep.. peacefully now!

woke up 7,730,8,830..
WTF!! my fren's HP's alarm rang non stop!
die one la!
then later i managed to sleep untill 11am..

then went down watched TV and wait for the others to wake up..
after they woke up.. they cook their lunch already..
its 1pm+ btw.. lols

ee-ta-li mian! cooking in progress!

so i helped on slicing the mushrooms!
almost cut my hand.. lucky is cut my skin onli!
this are the results!
TAA DAA!!

THIS IS SENG LOONG! THE CHEF! STIR IT WITH STYLE!

THIS IS ARRON! DEEP FRYING THE NUGGETS! he is NOT NAKED! =x

1/2 of the nuggets are cooked! some gina pigs ate some! xDD

time to cook the base! YEAH MAN!! COOK IT WITH STYLE AGAIN!

everything was cooked! and time to eat! here are some faces!
calvin and brandon.. wat is wrong with your faces!? LOL!

okie.. as expected.. after everything..
this things will appear! UNWASHED DISHES!

after eating.. resting and stuffs..
i gonna go back home.. i cant stay too long at the chalet..
so i left.. BUT!! I SAW MEOW MEOW! SLEEPING!!

meow meow is half awake now.. sensed a evil aura coming from behind!

later wilfred came.. disturbing the half asleep cat.. LOL!..
then its fully awake for photo shots! xDDDD

CUTE ISNT IT?!?!

then i walked to changi there took bus 109 back home..

AIYA!! I THINK I WILL END HERE!
too long liao! LOL!
CYA NEXT TIME GUYS!
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS POST! XDDDDD

signing off~

chalet! xDDD

2008-03-25T20:27:00.004+08:00

morning!
its 545am!
i thought the cabal cash shop opens at 1am..
so i got up sooooo early to buy and bot in game.. =x
i nvr see clearly.. they say 1000hrs..
so its 10am.. omg..
so i talked to my guildmates then went offline..
talked about the lame movie called "semi pro" LOL! =.=
went back to sleep! XDDD

z
zz
zzz
zzzz

then.. i woke up.. 10am exactly..
waa.. chiong to the com liao!
but sad..
cash shop not up..
untill 11am then GM say the cash shop up!
i was sooo exxcited then i faster relog..
cash shop say.. error occurred..
so i relaunched the programme.. same thing..
restarted my com.. same thing..
file checked.. same thing.. omg??!?!?
sian..
then i so sian liao..
go play CSS zombie mod..
lols.. play untill SIAN!
so u configured my com..
installed more programmes..
cos later i going out..
go NDC then go chalet..

well~ so at 320.. i meet my mom..
then took taxi to NDC.. lols
the freaking taxi driver took the long cut..
then cost my mom $17.20..
lols.. then my mom was grumbling after she alight.. HAHAS!
then my mom went for the OP!
lols.. i waited outside for around 1hr.. SIAN!
then my fren was like nagging at mi when i will meet him.. lols
like.. every 15mins he will call mi! HAHAS!
so around 5pm my mom came out..
she show mi her mould of her teeth! OMG!
wth! its in green colour!
YUCKS!
she kept it in her bag! OMG!! LOL!
then.. went to makan..
i ate mee pok..
my mom ate "yu sen zhou"
yuck!donno y ppl like to eat raw food.. omg..
simply disgusting to mi!
arghhhh!
after eating..
took MRT back to pasir ris..
my fren told mi to call him twice..
one at al-zhu-ni
another at BODOK! LOL!
then when i called him at bedok..
he just came out from his house.. =.=
his house at tan-na me-rah!
so.. i went back home to get my lappy..
faster run from home..
lols..
cos i think my mom don let mi bring lappy out de.. lols
then i met my fren at Mac at DTE..
then.. WA LA!!!
that y i am here now! typing in MAC! LOL!
okie i gtg now guys! cya next time! xDDDDD

damn shagged..

2008-03-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

oh man! OH GOSH! OH NOO!! DAMN SLEEPY!
ask mi y?
cos i sleept around 1am ytd..
and forced to wake up around 5am..
my gosh..
nvr been so sleepy in my life..
i need to go msia to pay respects to my great gandparents..
ahh.. i know y need so early liao..
cos it will be very hot if the sun raise up..
argh! i am starting to burn around 10am..
+ the laziness..
argh!
i reached there around 6+..
have my breakfast..
fried noodles + egg + hot dog!
then around 7+ left for the graveyard!
hmm.. this time a lot of ppl..
and i <3 to see the fire crackers..
BOOM BOOM BOOM!!
wao.. is like fun..
if singapore got sell.. i don mind buying it every once in a while..
hahas.. i hate the mosquitos and mud there.. ARGH!
after all those bai bai and stuffs..
went a bit of shopping at the near by shopping mall..
shopped for food as usual.. lols..
wat i buy..

1L banana milk..
2 bars MARS choco bar!
1 tube of pringles!
<333

hahas..

munching in the car..
my mom always steals my food!
LOL! snatching all the way.. untill its empty.. T_T

reached SG around 12+pm..
fast huh? lols..
went to my ah gong de house...
i remeber i was playing psp..
then.. play.. pla.. pl..p..
unknowingly.. i fell asleep with my psp resting on mi..
lols..
time goes by..
untill 5pm... gosh!
i slept for around 4hrs!
so fast leh!
but when i woke up got a terrible headache..
woah.. that pain lasted mi for a few hours..
now still can feel the numb..
poor mi..

came back home not long..
then took a bathe..
chatting with val and sharon as usual..
sharon is still having hard time with her lappy.. sad case huh?
maybe lappy don like her? =x
got a nice chat with val just now..
but she just gone offline.. aww..
just now.. she saw sth flew pass her..
she was terrified.. and ran off from the com..
my gosh..
its a beetle..
hmm.. maybe most of the girls hate them..
she wanted to be a lawyer in future..
so i hope her all the best bah!
VAL GAMBATTE!

actually today planned to play a bit..
but sian.. MMORPG games are quite no life..
all we do is train.. and train.. and train?
oh ya.. theres 1 more thing.. TRAIN!!!
wat else? lols..

i am waiting for the cash shop release tmr so i can bot my skill lvls..
=)
hahas.. i think i gtg for now.. very sleepy!
was told to sleep early just now!
so... SLEEP!! BUAI GUYS!

back after so long!

2008-03-22T11:31:00.003+08:00

hi ya guys!
so long nvr update..
i think for months le ba..
hahas.. sry lei..
anyway.. i am glad to say that i got enrolled into RP..
well.. i hope it will be a better life there than sec sch..
hmm.. and also.. doing all the enrollment stuffs are very troublesome..
argh! i hate handle this kind of things..
hmm.. but nvm.. i got a new lappy..
the lappy's specs are better than my com's but for some reasons..
its slower than my com! OMG!?
i hope they don scam mi lor! LOL!
hmm.. and also.. my feelings kinda fade away after some time..
she shows no care for mi.. dang..
she is kinda like a TV and study nerd..
after that all she knows is sleep..
zzz.. wtf man.. hope to go back to single life..
much more better and no worries..

ytd i went for the cabalsea event which is starting at 11am at suntec city..
so i decided to bring my mom along cos she did not go to this kind of event b4..
and we planned to reach there around 1030am..
so that day when i reached there slightly earlier.. around 1020..
omg????? the queue's tail is already outside suntec.. =.=
TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS! crave for goddie bag..
so bo bian.. we queued too.. lucky they start the event early.. around 1040..
phew.. lessened 20mins of my time!
so i collected our goddie bags and go around to see how is the event like..
nth special.. all craps.. all i see is all those lifeless ppl snatching free gifts!
oh gosh.. after that event there is couple of things i done.. listed below..

eatten at KFC at bedok..
bought some household stuffs..
collect 100dollars capital card voucher.. <-- damn cool
booked movie tickets for "semi pro"
trimmed my hair..
went back home to rest/wash up for a couple of minutes..
bought 2GB M2 Card for my hp..
catch da movie..<-- omg.. damn lame and funny
bought food and snacks got my auntie.. <-- on request from my cousin..
went back home..

so practially.. i went out around 830am and reached home at 1135pm
awww.. damn shag man!
the movie.. was very funny but mostly lame.. quite worth to watch..
i will rate it.. 3/5
cos it is sometimes too lame untill i really nth to say..
hahas!

ohh and also..
i met 2 frens from my sec school thru frenster..
and 1 from my ING(in game guild)

1.sandy
2.valerie
3.sehlanye

okie..
firstly sandy is an average looking girl..
with SUPER str8 forward attiude..
i did not really got the chance to talk to her..
cos she always pm mi at the wrong time! LOL!
she is quite good in art.. from wat i see..
hmm.. i will label her as..
"weird but interesting and not to be tempered.."

secondly.. is valerie..
she is an outgoing girl..
loves to shop for clothes with frens..
sweet and easy to talk to person..
we always got the chance to talk..
pmed one another at the right time.. lols
well.. even though i did not know her long..
i can tell that she is a fun person to be with..
cheers!
hmm.. i will label her as..
"easy to talk to person.. a person who you all really can make frens with!"

hahas.. last but not least!!!
is sehlanye..
that name is egyptian..
cool huh?
her in game nick is "horniiegurl" or sth like that..
well i will explain that nick..
actually i added her cos i added everyone in my guild to my msn..
so.. a couple of days ago she pmed mi..
actually is to disturb mi..=.=
then we chatted over the hours..
so i asked her how old is she.. she said 1991 baby..
she asked for my bd.. i told her 0707..
she told mi that she is born in 0907..
lols.. that makes mi 1yr and 2days older than her!
muhahaha.. so i told her july and "crab"(cancer horoscope) rocks!
she said.. yeah! hi5! then 69.. =.=
at first i donno wat is 69..
so i asked her wat isit.. she told mi is a sex position..
OMFG?!?! HER NICK TRUELY SUITS HER SIA!! LOL!
then nvr talk le.. lols..

hahas..
a lot of things happened so i already kept it short as i can le.. LOL!
din know its so long..

well guys.. i will be back to update if i have anything else to tell!
see ya!

Things Turning Out To Be Bad~

2007-12-28T10:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i'm back~
seriously..
i din know my cousins visited my blog..
all of them come tease mi again!
zzz..
hahahas..
actually..its already expected..
hmm.. off to serious post..
i left 2 working days..
seriously it will be a pain of leaving all my workmates there..
all the happy and sad moments..
haiz..
i will difinitly go back and visit them..
but i need the schedule of "ah girl" working area..
that one is a MUST visit..
this past 2 days.. i went out with my cousins..
and with 1 additional soon-to-be cousin in law?
hahas.. looking forward to that!
SO KOR!! IF YOU ARE READING!! JIA YOU!!
i am wondering..
is she having a good time in taiwan?
did she brought sth for us?
i definitly wan her to be always happy..
think of her like.. wan to laugh..
thinking back to the moments we had..
all the fun and teasing..
i will just wait for her return..
around jan..
miss her lots..

Emptiness..

2007-12-24T09:40:00.000+08:00

ARGH!..
another day which i feel very empty again..
is losing some1 so hard?
she just gone ovverseas..
for a week..
that week..
wat am i going to do?
i will just stay here and wait..
untill the day of her return..
just to see her smile of hers..
a smile maybe a small matter for you..
but to mi..
her smile is everything..
i only have 1 wish..
to see her happy..
din slept well last night..
i dreamt about..
i am working in genting..
got a 3 night stay in one of their finest suits..
the first 2 night was great..
but..
i seems like i am enjoying myself alone..
being alone is not good..
y am i happy?
things just don turn out to be right again..
and ytd i surf friendster..
i also donno y my hand positioned to search for pris's profile..
just found out she deleted mi..
haha..
WOOOOO~
i don care liao..
since she wan it to be that way..
i cant do anything..
i am so used to be alone..
yet..
i don try to do a thing..
i am confused..
when i get myself to a post secondary education..
I MUST START OVER AGAIN!
Brand New Gui Liang!
I WILL NEED TO CHANGE MY LIFE!
haiz..
donno wat to say le..
okie la..
buai guys..
back next time.. ^^

Another Day

2007-12-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

hi guys..
this time..
i wan to share with all of you about wat happened past few days of my life..
nowadays having my dinner break with other staffs.. eg. mee yen and vincent..
mee yen brought mi to eat kuey chap then she eat rojak..

FIRST DISH! (Kuey Chap) Rating: (*|*|*| | )
the kuey chap's soup base is good..
blusting with rich flavours..
lets come to the side dish they have..
i will give it 3/5 stars
-1 star goes to the sauce is too salty..
another -1 star goes to texture of the food(too rough)..

NEXT DISH! (pork cutlet noodle) Rating: (*|*|*| | )
vincent brought mi there..
i don even know there is a food existed in that area..
lols..
the noodle is avg..
can be commonly found in coffee shops..
don really like the sauce they add..
got 1 weird taste..
their chilli don really go well with the noodle..
but when it comes to the pork cutlet.. WALAAAA!!
shiok.. tender.. seriously nice to eat.. lols..
overall.. it will make a good meal..

NEXT DISH! (Indonasian Chicken Rice) Rating: (*|*|*|*| )
WOOO! VINCENT IS A FOOD KING!
he brought me there..
$4 for HALF A CHICKEN, RICE AND SOUP!
definitly worth it..
the chicken is juicy.. tender.. nice and seasoned with great taste!
their final touch is the special chilli they have..
WOO!! nice nice!!
the taste is extremely inresistable..
holy taste which will make you fly up high..
but not high enough to the heavens.. lols
the -1 star goes to the chicken which i think if they fry it longer..
it will taste much better..

okie.. if you wan to eat all this good stuffs..
contact mi!
i will bring you there.. and have a good meal..
provided i need to be free..
i will be back for more updates..
BUAI!

Weird Dream~

2007-12-18T09:13:00.000+08:00

I got this weird dream ytd night..

i dreamt that "she" is back with mi..
i cant totally understand the whole story but..
i am happy about it.. but not that happy anymore?
everything is very complicated in there..
i always have this thought that..
she might wan mi back someday..
i donno y i accepted her back but..
something is not right in there..
i felt very very weird..
i am not myself..

i also felt another kind of pain in there..
i cannot define the pain~
i just cant understand..
is this a sign that shows..
everything in this world is going havoc?
or isit just a dream?

many things are happening around mi nowadays..
i hope i will be alright..
right?

okie.. i gtg soon.. buai all~

weee~ holiday again!

2007-12-09T08:03:00.000+08:00

hey hey~
tmr i am going to genting AGAIN!.. =.=
make up for the wasted trip on the national day..
but somehow.. i am not excited about it..
more like.. sian..
not gonna see her for that 3days or so..
suddenly feel very empty lor.. T_T..
ok.. but i promised her to buy her a teddy bear for christmas.. xD..
hope she like it..
but first.. gonna dig out the money first..
a bear shouldnt cost much ya? lols..

ytd was a off day for mi..
went to YQ house to battle with him using psp network play..
we play metal slug3..
but the long loading time difinitly spoils our mood of playing..
then we battle naruto.. bloodly hell..
ero senin VS kakashi sia..
and ero senin have smelly move.. "spiked coat" anyone within range will be damaged..
so when i attack him that time..
i kana spiked.. zzz.. then i kept losing him..
then he wan mi to win him.. which is totally impossible..
i won him once but he wan mi to win him one more time..
i play untill i pissed off.. then i close the game..
played DJ max2 instead.. hahas..
then he wan battle with mi.. i played lvl 2 song..
but he died so fast.. sian.. lols..
then 3rd round his psp hang.. ZZZZZ..
thats totally uncool! okie..

then about past 2 days.. lols..
mi and her decided to buy chocolates/sweets for the staffs there..
and also for us la.. cos we both liked chocolates.. xD
her shift is 12pm.. so she will reach there eariler then mi..
so.. i sms her wat she buy.. she replied mi this..

Chocolates..
Cabualary..<-- a chocolate brand.. forgetten how to spell.. >.<
Peppermint..

so i was thinking..
WAAA.. she so generous ar? buy 3 items..
so i told myself.. if i buy very little like very pai seh..
so i buy 2 big packets of mini sized chocolate..
then i bring there.. when i reached there..
i see wat she buy..
OMG! 1 stick of chocolate.. then i buy 2 big packets..
LOL!.. all of them laugh at mi..
say i so good and generous.. lols..
feel so honered.. LOL!!!!
but then hor..
around 6pm++ sth happened..
really make mi sian for the rest of my working hours..
i even left the plastic on the counter after keying the sales into the computer..
then lynn said.. see la.. ah boy mei you xin liao la..
lols.. actually.. all the staffs there..
always like to disturb mi by saying that i like "ah girl" LOL!
to them is like.. play play onli..
but to mi.. WTH.. HOW THEY KNOW~
then of course.. in front of her i will keep denying..
after my work.. i smsed lynn..
told her the truth that i really like her.. she called mi..
then i nvr pick up.. cos i was playing my psp..
then i called back..
she say.. zhen de ar? aiyo.. ah boy.. zhe yang bu zhi hen xin ku..
so i told her.. its okie.. cos its not that deep for the time being..
then we talked for a while.. then hang up..
when my train reached tampines.. my mom called mi..
tell mi wan to come bedok eat or not..
i was like.. WTH? y don you tell mi earlier?
then i alight the train and took the other train back..
went to the bedok there eat fried kuey teow and a cup of longan juice..
while eating.. my mom and uncle wilson was playing DJ max 2..
my mom cant pass the lvl 1 song..
then uncle wilson passed a lvl 1 song.. he feel so proud.. LOL!
i wan to laugh la.. but cannot..

hahas.. thats all for now..
i gtg now.. iron my clothes and prepare for work..
see ya guys~

That Girl

2007-12-06T09:02:00.000+08:00

That Girl~

Whom I noticed a few days ago..

Funny~
Cute~
Outgoing~
Easy To Talk To~
Great Sense Of Humour~
Open Minded~
Doesnt Like To Have Chilli/Tomato Sauce On Her Food~
Like To Eat Minty Sweets~

And Sometimes.. I Found Out We Have Sth In COMMON!.. xD

TODAY 6/12/07.. i am going to treat her dinner.. haha..
she come look for mi later..
cos today she off day.. T_T
so wont get to see her much today..
so that means~
TODAY IS GOING TO BE A LONGGGG DULL DAY!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~

MISSING DOG!

2007-11-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

IF ANY ONE CAME ACROSS THIS DOG,
PLS GO TO http://ima-addictor.blogspot.com/ AND TAG HER BLOG ORRR,
EMAIL OR ADD HER IN MSN! chocolate_candy93@hotmail.com

MANY THX! FINDERS IF THIS DOG, WILL BE R-E-W-A-R-D-E-D!!!!!

Harlow all..

2007-11-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey..
i wan to share with all of you..
do you realised that human's selfishness breaks our bonds?
i will list out a few..
BOTH genders..
so ppl wont say mi sexist..
lols..
here goes..

GUYS!
-you wan to feel great..
-you wan to find chio bu as frens..
-you can offend others but no one can offend you..
-you don like to be bothered..
-harsh actions
IF YOU ARE ATTACHED
-you wan her to be all yours
-you don wan her to interact with other guys..
-you wan her to see that you are the only guy in the world..
-demanding lots of attention from her..
-don wan to hear excuses..
-you get angry or stress out over small matters..

GIRLS!
-you wan to look cute/beautiful..
-you wan to be the main attraction of the guys attention..
-show off..
-short tempered..
-thinks that your suggestion is always the best..
-look down on others..
-don think that you are cute when you are not..
IF YOU ARE ATTACHED
-don like the guys to bother you much..
-still flirts after attached.. ( WTF?!?! )
-guys must pay almost everything.. would say.. 80%
-talk sth bad about him at his back
-do not like to work out the problems with the partner.. instead with frens..
-always think that you are controlled if he cares too much..

BOTH!
-ALWAYS think you are right..
-hate those irritating sh!tb@gs n@ggers..
-flare over small probs..
-likes to jump into conclusions..
-think that you are always alone.. when you are NOT!
-looks in the negative side..
-using excess offendsive language

LOOK AT THIS!
this whole bunch of FKing problems we have..
PS: this is my point of view..
so if anything there is not right..
don correct mi..

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waa... holidays le.. finally exams over.. lols.. overall the exams are quite all right la.. some hard some ez.. yawns.. now at home.. doing nth.. going to get a job at the bank doing data entry.. lols.. hope i can do well there.. xD.. and tmr is grad night! and its also miss shim's bdae! i wonder wat surprise our class will going to give her.. lols.. xD.. i played maple nowadays.. i used to have a sin.. i think is lvl 52 bah.. now.. lvl77.. going to lvl78 le.. xD.. but still.. maple is siannz.. my frens not active one.. sian right? and also.. i wan to get a song from a album named "little by little" and the song's name is "キミモノガタリ" i wan to download the song.. but i cant find the full version anywhere.. i only have a part of it.. i have upload it to yousendit.com.. and the llink will be below this post.. if you wan to hear the song you can listen to the short version... quite a nice song!yeah! anyway.. i gtg now.. cya guys around some other time!

キミモノガタリ: http://download.yousendit.com/58B781A1070F1949 (valid till 22/11/07)

wat a day!

2007-10-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

waaa... hahahas.. so long nvr update le bah! sry lei.. cos i don even think got ppl come and visit my blog.. so that makes no sense to update it.. anyways.. this past one month.. i am really to put in extra effort into my studies.. but.. i only understand a few concepts in physics, maths and a bit of Com. Hum. writing skills.. i just found out sth.. if i really wan to study.. it is possible.. and could be able to pick up things very fast.. but there is 1 problem.. I AM DAMN SLEEPY! holy shit.. hmm.. later i feel like going out to study but i donno who can pei mi study.. Zzzz.. if wan to find also need to find those who can really study de.. sian.. i have nth to do at home.. but i just cant switch myself to study mode at home.. i need to be in school with teacher's guildes.. and frens to ask.. i am not sure wat to do.. and my exams are coming in around 1-3weeks time.. HOLY SHYT! kns.. like that die liao la.. GUI LIANG! DO IT ONCE AND FOR ALL!!! GET YOUR ASS MOVING!!! i feel like buying assessment books later and settle down with my textbooks and stuffs.. i just sms-ed my friends.. all not studying.. you know wat that means? #$%#&@!#$%@#&^@#&%#%^&$^ GET IT? i donno how long i can sustain my studing attiude.. if i got turned off.. that means die liao.. i am quite worn out now.. haiz.. today in chinese lesson.. i tried to read a chinese passage with the help of my fren.. wa kau.. it took mi 20mins just to read a one and a half page of chinese words.. stupid right? i donno la.. wat to do next.. any tips for mi to study? once again.. this word flashed thru my head.. "endure" i know i need to endure.. but i have a limit.. i donno how long i can endure.. GAMBATTE!!! bye guys..

trashed at the start of my sch hol..

2007-09-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

after planning nicely with my friends.. to go to tampines mart there to play BF2 at 3pm.. so.. i left my house very early becos i wan to see my teachers in my pri sch and visit my aunt.. when i reach my pri sch.. sad to say.. that.. i saw my pri5 teacher and mrs tan she thought mi chinese and yet she remembers my name! COOL! got a nice and shot chat then go off le.. only.. mr dennis.. lols.. shoke hands with him.. wow.. firm handshake.. then i went looking for mdm chee.. mr dennis say she just give birth..then she is not in sch.. after that i went looking for my chinese teacher.. mr kng.. i asked the teacher there.. then she said that he just left.. OMG!! SAD!!! T_T.. so suey.. then i wan to go bus stop and take bus and meet up my frens de.. then i saw my aunt's neighbour cycling.. i called out for her a few times b4 she noticed mi.. she say "you going to visit your aunt ar?" then i thought of my aunt stuck my mind.. then i said yeah.. then she say.. good good.. lols.. then she left after we bid good bye to each other.. then i go my aunt's house that time.. saw my aunt on the wheelchair and also saw my aunt's neighbour de uncle outside watering plants.. we chat and chat.. i visited her to make sure she's alright.. then my aunt say she can sweep and mop the floor!.. i was very amazed! lols.. then after my friend called mi up a few times then i left le.. reached there around 310pm.. lols.. i go there searching for the lan shop.. but cant find.. lols.. then.. after i realised that i was at the other side of the mart.. =.=' lols.. we played BF2.. the 2 guys sitting beside mi are damn pros.. use the helicoper no one's fugging business.. they got good control of the chopper.. then of course.. we die and die.. lols.. sian la.. lols.. then after playing.. we went under the void deck.. and brought Mac and eat there.. lols.. play psp.. chat about games and technology.. lols.. around 8+ then we go home.. donno le.. quite lame la.. go there spent $5 to let ppl kill.. lols.. ok la.. i will be back for updates..

once again.. i am back...

2007-08-26T07:47:00.000+08:00

harlow!.. hahas.. finally come back ar? i have been away for quite a number of days.. suddenly spare a thought for my blog.. lols.. need to update.. but.. even if i update.. no one will come and read.. sian right? compared to last time.. it is way better.. but noone will come and visit mi.. sad.. anyway.. i got sth to share to all of you.. firstly.. my aunt was discharged ytd! cool right? but she cant walk yet.. need to use wheelchair if she goes out.. i always think that breaking a leg and going thru a OP is very painful.. but hor.. my aunt say.. going thru a OP is not pain.. lols.. i was thinking back in my head.. "are you trying to act tough or making a joke?" lols.. ok.. other than that.. i scored quite good for my maths topical tests.. so far i only failed one or two.. but the others i pass with flying colours.. but no time to show off.. got to buck up in my studies.. JY GL! ENDURE! but it is very tiring to concentrate for long hours of study.. i gotta find out the falisha's secert potion so i can drink and study all those facts in my head.. oh ya.. and... ytd i was eating my strawberrys.. then eat eat eat.. saw one very funny shape.. looks like couch strawberry? LOL! my mom says.. got a looks like a face.. we laugh at the strawberry non stop.. then i don have the heart to eat it.. so i gave the couch strawberry to my mom.. T_T then gone ler!!!! sobs.. hahas.. i will upload the photo of couch strawberry.. lucky i got take a picture of it before it gets eaten up.. lols.. take a look.. anyways.. i will be back!

Introducing... Mr.Banana Strawberry aka Couch Strawberry..

once again.. i am back..

2007-08-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

hey.. long time no see guys! i come back to write about some issues about the past few days i have been thru.. nowadays.. very sian.. everytime need to go hospital to visit my auntie.. will sian one lor.. 2 weeks go 1 or 2 times i don mind.. but is 1 week go 2-3 times.. =.= diaoz.. then hor.. mi also very glad spend time with my wife.. XD.. but hor.. actually wan to go to see fireworks de.. but sad... too crowed.. all the good spots had been taken up.. T_T... then we go watch movie instead.. RUSH HOUR 3! lols.. wat a trilling and funny movie.. we both had a good laugh esp the ending part where it shows the NG part.. they are like clowns! lols.. i will rate it 3.5 / 5 stars.. good movie! thumps up! and i also buy a pair of sapphire ring for ourselves with our nick name carved on it (lao gong & baby) and also got 1 incident.. after the movie.. we were walking to the MRT that time.. i saw a very very chio girl.. then i looked at her.. lols.. then kana wack.. T_T.. look onli mah.. no offense mah!! she say very "nice" view hor? i said ya but don worry.. you will always in my heart.. lols!.. then i brought her home.. kaoz.. so damn suey.. go onto the MRT that time.. no seats.. then i need to stand.. from YIO CHU KANG to PASIR RIS! dot dot dot.. bo bian.. actually i saw seats de.. but i saw ppl who need it more than mi.. so just stand lor.. go home liao.. so tired.. zzz.. took a bathe.. then surf the net while waiting for my hair to dry then go sleep.. POP! instant sleep.. lols.. today.. miss shim on MC.. WOO HOO!!! 4 RELIEF PERIODS!! COOL! the first 3 period got to go to the library to surf da net.. i donno when is the last time i went to the library.. lols.. i think is a few months back bah.. now i am also drawing a picture.. titled : this will be carved in my heart. hahas.. the two picture is already completed.. but i donno wheather it is nice or not.. i also got enhance it with photoshop.. take a look.. XD

LOVE!

a "jia you" for my fren!

and the very first picture i drew about hard life..

wat a "lucky" day!

2007-08-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

ok! today is 12/8! i think about 10days nvr update le bah! sry lei.. cos very disappointing no ppl come read my blog.. T_T sad lor.. then make mi so discouraged to post.. ok.. anyway.. when i heard from my mom that i am going to go genting.. i was very very excited.. i wonder wat and how it is going to be.. so hor.. she told mi to prepare to leave around 730pm.. then.. i know de.. everytime she wan to go for this kind of things.. she will very kan chiong.. dam early de.. so we left for my grandma's house first.. we buy food and ate there.. yummy! then hor.. they watch the show.. untill 11pm++ i was like.. wtf? then i go ask my mom wheather she watch TV untill forget time.. then she say.. we are taking 12am bus.. WTF!!! then y leave so early?!?!?! nvm.. then hor.. 11pm+ we go there.. surprised to see my aunt and uncle.. then we waited for the bus to get ready.. then board the bus.. ok.. pass custom i sleep all the way.. ok.. "....." imagine.. the rollar coasters.. lan gaming shops.. the pretty gers there.. waaa.. already simi heaven.. heaven heaven here i c.. oo...me.. "...." SCREECH!!!! BANG!!! *argh* immediately reacting to the crash.. i looked out of the window.. the bus is not moving.. i try to talk to my mom.. she is injured.. and she told mi not to disturb her.. ppl screaming.. crying in pain.. trying hard to get up and off the bus.. my mom tell mi to get my belongings and leave the bus first.. when i move my leg.. i felt a small pain at my sheen.. i took my bag.. then head to the emergency exit.. when i noticed that the main door is crashed.. it is a accident.. when i was making my way there.. i saw my aunt.. who was on the floor.. she cant move her leg.. my uncle is trying to help her.. i tried to help but refused by my aunt.. she say it was too pain for her to move.. then i get off the bus.. shining lights.. shattered glass.. pool and drips of blood everywhere.. i thought it was just a nightmare.. but it is too real to be a dream.. i put down my bags along the road.. then head back to the emergency exit.. to help ppl to get down the bus.. becos the exit is very high from the ground.. about 1.7m high.. injured ppl cant possible jump down like that.. i tried to help in watever i can do.. soon.. the second last person get down the bus.. i was told by my uncle to help my aunt down.. and she is still up there.. so i got up.. i saw my aunt still at her original position while the paramedics trying to get her off the bus.. then i was ordered to get down again.. ppl was crying.. injured.. and my mom have a bad nose bleed.. and she cant move her neck.. haiz.. then we were sent to the nearest hospital.. which is melacka hospital.. my mom and aunt was in the emergency sector.. while i went to see the doctor and get some medicine and stuffs.. we ordered 2 singapore ambulance which cost $800.. =.= then they around 130pm reach.. then reach singapore around 4pm++ wow.. i didnt know that ambulance can pass the custom so easily.. we don need to go down to chop our passports.. is they come down personally to us to chop.. WOW!! lols... then we made it to SGH.. i go for a check up.. as usual.. my mom and aunt went in the emergeny sector again.. my aunt is warded.. my mom was discharged.. but need to come back for check ups.. ON NATIONAL DAY, i spent more than 15hrs in the hospital.. suay NDP.. i got my wound dressing.. hmm.. prety nicely dressed.. i like it.. lols.. anyway.. i need to go now.. TO BATHE OF COURSE! dam sticky.. lols.. ok la.. i go le.. take cares!

emo-ing nowadays..

2007-08-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

hi ya! i am back.. nowadays very sian and lonely.. no ppl talk to mi one.. in sch.. all my friends talk to each other.. sian.. i only can tag along.. laugh at their jokes they made and blah blah.. is making friends that hard? nvm.. i will wait untill i go to poly and try to get a new circle of close frens.. well anyway.. everyday is the same.. go to sch.. study.. draw.. sleep.. go home.. Zzz... fk lo.. i donno y most of my frens PS mi.. forget it.. true friends arnt like that.. so that means them fake ones? LOL! ytd at xyber wars i got attacked by the fking "nibu" of 1000 banshees.. i did not offend him then he attack.. WTF? so dam pissed off when i see my units got messed up after his attack.. now need to contact the admin.. =.= hahas.. today.. basicly.. got a short buy boring day.. i think i can count the number of words i talked with my friends.. sian.. oh ya.. let you all see wat i draw nowadays.. one of them is for my fren.. and one of them is LOVE both are incomplete..

this is my LOVE!

this is drawn for my fren..

monday's paper..

2007-08-01T06:20:00.000+08:00

HI YA! i am back! hey.. i am sad man.. i try to post and make my blog nicer all nvr tag mi.. T_T.. nvm.. hahas.. anyways.. ytd was a lonnnng day for mi! from 7am to 6pm in school.. the english paper.. WOW.. to mi is quite easy.. but i donno how well i have done in it.. i have confident on passing the test.. cos i did plan my summary this time.. first time! LOLS! but no point.. i need to do well in my Os better.. then i can go poly.. T_T.. then hor after when i come back.. my mom told mi we need to go tampines da circlular market to eat da "fish head steamboat" with ah gong so i was like.. wtf.. i just come back home at 610 and now you wan to tell mi that we 630 need to leave? WTF? lols.. no time to rest sia.. then we head to the market lo.. then my mom was too weared out.. she doze off on the bus.. hahas.. then we reached there.. surprised to see wanting.. LOL! how come she will be there sia.. then we have a good chat and dinner then go liao.. lols.. then my mom wan to go metro again.. =.= she shop the ladies department while i go look at wallets and digi cams.. all i don really like de.. then i go further up.. untill i wan to go comics connection.. lols.. i go there ask for PSP metal slug again.. i searched there PSP corner for the game.. OMG.. don have! out of stock again.. then my mom call mi.. call mi come down say got a pair of shoes wheather i like or not.. then i go down lo.. the shoes quite nice la.. so i bought it.. and i noticed sth.. MOST OF THE GOODS THERE ARE CHINA BRAND! NOT BRANDED!! THE PRICETAGS ARE FAKE! THEY WILL STILL EARN! i was like soooo offended.. how can such a big store cheat on customers? (this is wat i think la).. then went back home dam tired.. lols.. but i went online for 30mins.. got a good chat with maryanne.. and cheak some of my stuffs then done.. today i wake up check my Xyberwars acc.. WTF.. i was attacked by 250units my spamcentral for nth again.. this is the second time he did that.. he gonna pay back sia.. i will make him have a horrible life there.. my alliance is now preparing troops to his base.. wish him GO DIE!! then i check my XW inbox.. saw his msg.. he say i got the most land and he wan to test his units out by attacking mi.. kaoz.. =.=.. now i am building more battle outpost.. currently have 15 of them.. hope really shoot those 250 mass3 units asses.. OH GREAT! my Czar Come online.. now he is funding mi to build more outpost.. cool! that guy is DEAD! LOL! ok then.. i gtg now.. need to focus on defending my base.. back with updates!

This Is Wat I Drew..

2007-07-31T06:39:00.001+08:00

wat is life about? check this out..

this past few days...

2007-07-30T06:37:00.000+08:00

omg.. i am so sry.. i totally forgotten to come online to update my blog.. really sry.. last friday.. got maths paper 2.. i tell you all sth.. when i start my test then i remember.. OMG MY CALULATOR!! DAM!! i left it at home.. haiz.. teacher don wan to lend mi.. but the paper's question need quite a number of trigo questions.. i cant do.. but i have confidence that i can get the other questions right.. hahas.. last sat.. i was at home.. boring.. very sleepy too.. hahas.. so nth much to say.. then sunday.. my mom say we need to go ah ma de house there.. then she also cook "or choot" for them.. so after that.. we bring the food and everything there.. dam it... no ppl.. only left my auntie and ah gong.. the rest go TM metro there shop like crazy.. then i heard my mom say.. "aiya.. this kind of sales obasan go only".. after a while.. er left ah ma's house.. then my mom say wan go TM fairprice there buy food.. after buying the food.. TMD.. ALSO GO METRO!! I WAS LIKE SIANNNN!!! i don go shopping de.. unless my gf go or wat.. excuse mi sia.. all there is aunties.. and there was like HAVOC!! is hell man! the things are tossed everywhere as if a hurricane just swipe the place.. DANG! nvm.. i go one corner play my psp.. finally.. i completed the EX tour of reige racers.. finally! then got MAX tour.. I WAS LIKE WTF!! so hard to play.. cb.. they nitro non stop how the fuck i catch up sia.. hahas.. i also have a dream last night.. i was playing CS but i cant remember the content.. and the other part is.. i was in korea... and I DROVE A CAR!! CAR!! CAR!! TO USA!! LOL!! and that time i don even know how to drive.. but i drove without an accident.. COOL!! LOL! ok then i gtg.. rush to sch now.. lols.. bye.. back with updates too!

another of my life..

2007-07-26T06:12:00.000+08:00

hahas.. harlow back again! tuesday's IPP exercise was a sucess! lols.. everyone steal up the windows and door.. then those group of boys anyhow make a temp. toilet... OMG!! cannot even cover lo.. so er xin.. imagine you are make your choco cake there.. LOL! everyone can see sia.. + the smell.. WTF! hahas.. ytd.. i went to sch.. ahhh shit. donno y keep sleeping when i don even feel tired at all.. i think is the stupid cough syrup la.. make mi sleepy.. i tried my best to keep awake le.. lucky.. ytd got 2 prep.. the SS i have given my best.. the maths paper.. a few questions i am stuck at.. lols.. i think i skipped around 3questions.. the last question is LOCI.. lols.. i forgotten to bring my compasses.. so i asked miss koh can lend from other ppl or not.. she say cannot.. T_T.. then i bo pian.. force myself to do with the "so called compasses" which is sisscors.. 1. open up the sisscors to a length you wan.. 2. use blue tack stick at the turning part of the sisscors to stop it from moving.. 3. make markings on your paper use that "so called sisscors" 4. use your pencil draw smoothly at the imprinted dent on your paper! WALA!! ITS DONE! hahas.. my teacher said i was "innovative".. i was thinking.. "YAH RIGHT!!!" LOL! hahas.. and my cough.. 99.9% recovered.. but i donno wheather fully receovered or not.. cant wait to drink my MEIJI MILK! lols.. cos i was not allowed to drink chilled drinks when i got cough.. hahas.. nowadays prep.. must give in 40% of my effort now.. leave the big portion for the Os.. hahas.. ok then.. i gtg now.. bye! back with more updates.. and remember to tag mi as well too! cheers!

the past few days..

2007-07-24T06:28:00.000+08:00

hahas.. guys i am back! last sunday.. i go to my cousin's birthday.. the chalet.. is the place where i first met pris.. dam it.. hahas.. anyway.. the place quite big la.. then saw my cousins at the swimming pool.. they saw mi.. all shout GUILIANG!!! LOL! i was like.. wtf? then the bbq.. got chocolate banana which they ingeniously created.. its sticky.. =.= but the taste not bad.. hahas.. when i was eating.. i was control by my mom.. WTF? cos i am sick.. even untill now.. =.= cannot eat chicken where most of them is chicken wings.. cannot drink cold WHERE MAINLY BBQ SERVE COLD WATER! WTFFF!!! shit man! then nvm la.. at least got to eat 2 chicken wing.. nnb.. got to eat otak.. taiwan hotdog.. sambal stingray.. wuhahaha... then went into a room and play my psp.. lalala~~ then all those kids wan play my psp.. let them play lo.. then after a while.. they wan play hide and seek.. LOL! then hor.. i go count.. they go hide.. then soon.. i heard door sounds.. sure in other room.. lols!! then when i go find them.. all squeeze at 1 cupboard.. =.= LOL! funny la they all.. after that.. they go count then go find mi.. then i think.. the most dangerous place is always the safest place.. then i hide under a bed in the room's toilet in which they are counting in.. LOL! seriously.. no one noticed mi.. stupid kids.. LOL! ok la.. as for ytd.. i go sch.. normal routine la.. ms shim tell those "NE raps" which is mi and pei ming... hahas.. we are going to play games with the class using an online game during this coming thrusday's home room period.. about racial harmony la.. LOL! hahas.. after sch.. nu er call mi go study.. which i don think we will.. LOL! then go then go lo.. don say i no good.. after that.. we reach there eat KFC's student meal.. hahas.. then go meet up the other classmates.. first thing see them playing their psp already.. lols.. i sit there.. took out my foolscape paper.. then my psp on low batt.. then i wan charge using my portable charger.. WTF sot sot de.. then i open up the charger.. press here and there.. hahas.. finally.. spotted wheres the prob le.. lols.. but it is gibing mi more problems.. untill when i figured out it was on low batt.. WTF.. LOL! then i play my psp for 1 round lend my psp let them play la.. LOL! play untill no batt.. LOL! then after that medaline(spell correct ma?) called mi say wheather wan go white sands find her.. then i am thinking.. how to PS this ppl here sia.. LOL! then instead call her come.. then she REALLY COME! LOL! she now face still nvr change la.. still the same "bo chap" attiude.. lols.. still a smoker still just that.. she is not as short tempered which is good!! YEAH +1 for her.. but hor.. now she become more flirty which is no good.. -1 .. :( = 0 points upon improvement.. aww... sad.. hahas.. then today.. woken up by a burnt smell first thing think.. is it my mom.. i told myself.. "cfm yes de la!!" then walk to the kitchen.. WTFFFFFFFF!!! SO SMOKEY!! i turned off the gas.. put a wet cloth on the pot.. turned on the fan and open all the windows to allow air ventillation.. lols.. then today.. got IPP Excercise (In-Place Protection) which allow us to protect ourselfs from gas attack/leak in any time.. so.. we need to seal of the windows, doors or any openings in our class.. i think it is going to be a steam room inside.. no air.. hot and stuffy.. OMG.. cant imagine that.. will hope it goes well for today.. ok la.. i gtg le.. need to rush to sch.. BYE GUYS get to you next time!

another weekend..

2007-07-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

well well.. i am back! miss ytd's post? lols.. on friday night.. i need to attend a wedding ceremony.. my uncle gave us the address then my another uncle drove mi, my mom, my cousin and my aunty to the place.. we reached the place that time.. cannot locate where is the wedding.. the place was dimly litted and.. resturants for the upper cuts.. then finally found the "rain resturant" very nice and romanic place to be for couples.. hahas.. got to talk with some of the ppl there and explore the place for a while.. the wedding ceremony starts.. the lawyer like to joke sia.. lols.. then after that.. got to eat.. the taste is above avg ba... hahas.. as for ytd.. 3pm went to downtown to study with siyin and candice.. i was listening to my psp.. then candice wan to play.. then i let her play lo.. then si yin wan to play.. WTH! i bring psp becos i wan to listen de lei! all snatch.. nvm.. let them paly.. i go do my maths worksheet.. hahas.. then stay there untill 630 like that then go home.. i wan to make it short and nice post.. hope don be too lengthy for some ppl to read!! don wan take up your time la.. see i do good.. wuhaha... ok la.. bb.. i gtg.. back with more post! JYJY!

a good or a bad day?

2007-07-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

ahh... wake up.. fever as usual.. but i feel much more better.. hahas.. took my medicine.. YUCKS!! i hate medicine.. taste like kanasai.. lols.. today joke around in class.. then.. talk to kang wei.. about his personal stuffs.. he is not happy though.. awww.. sad.. then hor.. jing yi told mi her cousin(guy) who is going to get married today.. then i was like.. OMG!! my cousin(female) is going to get married TODAY TOO!! aww shit.. imagine my cousin is a goldfish.. haiz.. nightmare man!! lets hope we are not going to be cousins- in law.. LOL! ok lo.. today got to write an english compo.. dam sian.. i wrote about justice.. say donno wat rob bank la.. rubbish.. i don even think i can pass it.. LOL! hey hey.. i think hor.. i might post or update my blog every 2 days but i will check my tagboard everyday.. you can bookmark this page (Ctrl+D) and play the games or have fun with the new features added yesterday! no point writing shot posts like this.. i wan write long long one.. hahas.. anyway.. i am looking forward to meet new frens.. i wan to expand my circle of friends.. JY GL!! GOGOGO!! hahas... remember to tag mi!! cya! back with more updates and more features.. you can leave some comments to improve this blog.. ^^

FEVER

2007-07-19T14:59:00.000+08:00

beep beep beepp.... argh... wat is it? my alarm clock is trying to wake mi up.. but.. i feel so weak.. as expected.. i am running a fever.. i snooze it.. and went back to sleep.. BEPP BEEP BEEP!! ARGH!! wat time is it? 645 liao.. Zzzz.. i woke up.. first time.. is eat medicine.. bath then go sch.. i felt giddy.. i don wan come to sch de.. becos of the maths test which i need to attend.. then.. i go to sch.. study for a while.. then started to rain.. i wonder.. how am i going to go back in this heavy rain? after i took the test.. DAM IT !! not enough time to do la.. then miss shim say.. you need to do it fast and accurate.. WTF? no need to think one ar? aiya.. forget it le.. i go get permission from the office to leave sch.. i need my mom to sign the piece letter.. she came when i was eatting half way.. hahas.. then she sign and pass mi an umbralla.. which i did not use it.. lols.. after i ate my meal.. i went to the polyclinic.. i was expecting a very long queue.. ehh.. not bad.. 10mins can le.. then see doctor.. wait for medicine dam long.. Zzz.. i at there almost 1 hr.. then come back surf net for a while.. hahas.. then come write post le.. TO THOSE WHO ARE SICK!! PLS EAT YOUR MEDICINE!! DON BE LIKE MI!! HAVING A PROLONGED SICKNESS!!! hahas.. ok then.. i gtg for now.. tat~~ back with more updates..

SICK!

2007-07-18T08:10:00.000+08:00

oh dear oh dear.. i am soooo ill.. i have been sick for more than 2 months.. cough cough.. how ar.. very xin ku.. those cough really making a hard time for mi.. >.< hmm.. anyways.. here is the song i like.. erm.. Disturbed - Down With The Sickness.. ( You Can Now Get The Lyrics At The Left Side Menu! )

back from school now.. awww.. long time nvr report sick for PE.. cough got worst.. need to tahan.. >.<.. ehh.. today.. got nth to say.. cos i am too ill to do anything.. cough cough.. anyone have any special antidote? but.. don sad.. i have some pictures to show you.. ^^

this is the card i received from Courts.. unknowingly.. my mom signed up for mi.. =.=

this is my hp bill! look how much is it!! COOL RIGHT?!?!

happy weekends..

2007-07-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

MAHHHH WEEKENDS! --> heyhey.. guys i am back again! i am going to talk about my weekends.. the last last weekend was my birthday.. non stop happy hours.. XD.. yeah! well.. for this the last weekend.. friday after school.. my frens and i say hao wan to meet up at 2pm and go NYP.. lols.. in the end.. they end up late.. so i go sim lim buy PSP games.. bought a racing game.. a bit buggy though.. LOL! after buying the game.. i called them.. they say they still at pasir ris.. WTF? NYP is at yio chu kang! DUDE!! IT CLOSES ON 6pm!! i got a chance to enjoy my KFC O.R fillet meal.. lols.. still got time to play.. hahas.. after that.. we reach there around 4++.. going to 5.. we took a walk in the poly.. went in the DPA centre.. walk out.. go cheers see JY's cousin<-- joker.. LOL! went MAC.. then come out... LAME RIGHT?? lols.. then si yin go buy freedom concert tickets which was held on the next day.. after that.. si yin and JY gone back home.. wa lau.. PS us.. then left mi hami and OOOOEEE YOOO aka jane.. LOL! go suntec walk walk.. si bei sian.. walk walk.. they go carefour.. jane saw the Xbox360 then started playing.. she got too engrossed with the game.. i think cos she in the jungle nvr see or play b4 this kind of stuffs.. LOL!.. they went to see hair dryer next.. i was like.. WTF?!?!? come to this place.. don hab my stuffs de.. then walk around.. buy a bit food.. Toyoyaki(octopus balls).. <-- correct or not? LOL! then went back home.. then sat.. go white sands pei nu er eat first.. then WTF? my fren tell mi was the gal next to mi is my gf? EHH NO LOR!! PLS LA.. LOL! then we went to city hall and meet up the host.. and nu er's neighbour.. nu er's neighbour lucky not super talkative.. LOL!.. but then.. when the host come.. DANG!! her mouth was like.. machine gun! my jaws drop.. lols.. i cant stop replying her.. we talk from the MRT to the chruch.. and allllllll the way till the concert ends.. LOL! i donno y.. when i meet new christian frens.. they will talk a lot.. hahas.. a habit? donno la.. lols.. maybe is how they interact ba.. the concert was great.. music.. games and lots more! guess wat.. after the concert.. one of the band members sit next to mi and suddenly talk to mi sia.. he is josh.. one of the eletric guitiar playing.. hahas.. i was so shocked.. i told him the concert was great.. hahas.. and shook hands and he left.. after that.. i went suntec again.. but this time.. play house of dead 4.. EHH FIRST TIME PLAY THAT FAR!! dead at 3th stg using 1 credit! hmm.. not bad not bad.. then went back home.. blah blah blah.. sun went to ah ma's house.. play with the kids.. went there talk talk.. then left.. aiya.. nth much la.. go there same old thing.. lame lei.. hahas.. ok la.. i gtg wash up and catch a movie for now.. bye! back with more updates alright? ^^ take cares..

my memories of my birthday pt..

2007-07-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

my birthday.. hahas.. on 07/07/07 this yr.. hahas.. good hor.. nice number.. wan buy 4D? hahas.. anyway.. i really wan to thank my mom for opening a BBQ and a chalet for mi and my frens.. and also my frens.. more making it wonderful and i really enjoyed myself.. ok.. anyway.. i really wan to say that.. preparing for the bbq with only my mom and mi is really really heard.. we need to trasport the food on TWO BIKES thru and forth from the chalet and the market via.. hahas.. i remember.. on friday night.. 06/07 my frens brought 2 gals into my chalet i was thinking this back in my mind.. " HOLY CRAP! MY MOM IS IN!! BAD TIMEING!!" then my mom asked mi.. are those two gals staying overnight or not.. i str8 away say NO! lols.. aiya.. the fact is.. they are staying.. LOL!.. well.. 2 boi and 2 gals come at first.. that makes a total of 5 ppl.. which is 3 smokers and 2 non smokers.. i forbid them to smoke in the bedroom just in case the bedsheets have the smell.. then play mahjong.. i donno how to play lei.. i "pong pong" and "chi chi" onli.. then when my plastic money gone really patheic.. my birthday luck came to mi.. which made my frens need to pay up 80++ plastic coins! WUHAHAHA!! but then hor.. after that start losing.. just in the nick of time.. my other frens turned up.. 3 bois.. hmm.. or was it 4? buy all smokers lei.. make it 3 la.. so total is 6 smokers VS 2 non smokers.. ahh... CHIMEY MAN!! lucky they respect the non smokers.. thumbs up for respectful smokers! YEAH! and 1 special fren of mine.. lian jie.. who gone to ns and come back to visit mi! YEAH! glad to see him too.. hahas.. we have really fun time there.. got to play untill 2++ then sleep.. NOT FORGETTING CLAVIN'S FRIGHTENED FACE!! AND HE FALL ONTO THE BED!! LOL! and i made some of my frens missed their physics lesson on sat.. OPS!! SRY!! and i heard some complaints from my frens.. about mi talking in my sleep.. LOL! PSPS!! really sry.. ITS MY BIGGGGG DAY!! then my frens wake up.. first thing.. MAHJONG!! siao.. lols.. non stop sia.. not sian one ma? hahas.. then my mom come.. i help her on defrosting the chicken.. cutting garlic.. *ouch*.. + cutting onions!! OMG OUCHHHHH!! then when after i done.. my hands are like.. melting.. but there is no cuts or wat.. then i am so worn out.. i go back to my room and slept.. ahh.. i woke up.. no more pain.. i turned to my left.. OMG!! how come 1 gal sleeping next to mi.. dam it.. i sit up str8.. saw another gal.. Zzz.. wat happened sia.. where the guys go? disappear le.. then slowly.. my fren come in 1 by 1.. heng ar... lucky got boi boi pei mi.. hahas.. okok.. forward to the bbq.. everything need to be set up my by and my frens.. and my frens are carrying the food down.. i start the fire.. hahas.. i don even know i got shot by nu er.. F3... she post in her blog somemore.. then the food was great! wow.. and also.. the birthday was BIG!! hahas.. AND MY FRENS!! THEY PUT THE SELF RELIGHTABLE CANDLES!! HENG AR!! I GOT SEE THE CANDLES B4.. HAHAHS... TOO BAD MY FRENS!!! and of course.. i really wan to thank all of you lei.. and your time to read my blog.. THX! buais.. back with more post..^^ its a promise..

Some Pictures I Took.. XDD

2007-07-16T06:36:00.000+08:00

take a look.. XD

A Gift From My Fren!

The Wooden Plank Is Just Like My Heart..

My Memories...

2007-07-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

My Memories.. in FULL : WELL WELL I AM BACK!.. i have sth to share with you all.. this will be the first time and the last time which i will tell you all about this.. this few days.. my past memories have been really bothering mi a lot.. its my ex.. priscilla.. happy and sad moments still stored in my memory.. i will type out everything i remember.. i met her at my ex teacher's chalet.. i cycled there.. and as i parked my bicycle next to the window outside.. i looked in.. a girl.. sitting on the sofa.. chatting on the phone happily.. she really caught my attention.. this weird feeling.. which came to mi all the sudden.. which really took my breathe away.. then i asked my fren.. "who's that girl?" when my fren replied.. i did not pay much attention to him.. my attention is already stolen by her.. as i stepped into the room.. i cant take my eyes of her.. i kept looking at her.. and i really wan to get her hp no. but i am too pai seh to ask.. i cant recall those things i did in the chalet but.. i recalled that.. she wanted to charge her HP so my fren lent her his charger and she charged her phone and left it in the room.. i sneaked in the room and locked the door.. as my heart and beating and hands are shivering.. i picked up her hp which is left on the bed.. i donno wat to do.. so i miss call my hp using her hp.. LOL! i also saved her no. as "unknown" cos i donno herr name yet.. and i placed her phone where it surpose to be and left the room immedately... and as i went out i look out for her.. PHEW.. she did not notice.. when she is leaving.. i remember.. sending her off to the bus interchange.. and i smsed her to tell her my name.. this past few days.. i have been smsing her trying to know each other.. hahas.. then one day.. we both agreed to call each other.. i remember.. our first call.. a croach came in her room and she was SCREAMINGGG!! erm.. yup.. it was 45mins non stop screaming.. hahas.. our second call was.. self intro and i get to know wat she like/hates.. HEY!! GUESS WAT? when i have recess.. cos that time.. i was coming to the end of sec2 and she was coming to the end of sec1.. we have the same recess time slot.. then i saw her.. sitting with my frens.. i blushed and tried to run off.. leaving her with the "?" on her face.. hahas.. i really very very funny that time.. i nvr felt this feeling b4.. NVR.. it was the first time i felt it.. very powerful.. strong.. and kind of nice.. 2-3 weeks later.. i confess my love to her which is after my tuition which ended at around 8pm.. it is an chinese sms.. i remember the last phase.. "are you willing to stay in my heart 4eva?" in chinese.. sweet huh? hahas.. at first she donno wat is it about.. i tried to explain to her indirectly.. but she still don get it! WTF! then she went asking her sister.. after that she knew the meaning.. but... she donno the intention of the msg.. haiz.. sad.. then i took a detour.. 1 night.. i smsed her.. directly.. which really took away my 100% of my courage to send that msg! hahas.. i was sooooooo nervous wat is she going to reply.. if it is a no.. we cant be even frens.. and she will avoid mi.. if it is a yes.. well.. happy for mi then.. my handphone shook.. stating clearing that she have replied.. as i am going to press the "read" button.. the feeling was like a 50 50 life or death matter.. hahas.. *press* OMGGGGGG!!! and STUNNED!!! a YESSS.. sry that i forgotten the content in the msg.. hahas.. i really jumped up for joy.. hahas.. then every morning.. i go to her house's void deck and walk tgt with her to sch.. after sch.. we will wait for each other and i will walk back with her.. as time pass by.. she came later and later.. and soon.. i came later and later also.. we walkback home tgt soon became lesser and lesser.. but we went to take neo prints after sch.. went to airport.. buy some snacks and food and spent time tgt there.. time was loving.. good.. nice.. but there was some fighting btwn both of us.. one day.. she keep on saying about a guy named tan hock hao.. and i don really know anything about him.. and i soon have a fight with her again.. 2 or 3 days later.. my fren ask mi.. wheather i have faith on her.. i paused for a few seconds.. and said yes.. but as soon as i know.. the news about her and him is tgt.. i hate to hear that.. i wiped and felt really down that time.. one day.. i tailed both of them.. and tracked them and soon located them.. i don have the courage to face both of them.. about only watched them from a distance.. then.. i managed to to get close to them.. they were at a particular block's 2nd floor.. so.. i throwed a note from the 3rd floor.. and i went down from the lift.. called up her mom and told her about her daughter's whereabouts.. her mom came down and i led her to where she was.. and i sped off.. 1 day.. i summoned out all of my useable courage and went face to face to pris and that guy.. i was very furious at that time.. i threw him 1 punch and knee his stomach.. he got injured.. but i donno y.. i gave him medicine.. so instead of hitting him.. i kicked the wall.. knowing that the pain of the cracked a bone came up to my mind.. i endured the pain.. and i sat on the floor.. i felt that i am running a fever.. so i searched for water.. i did not have then i asked them.. they did not have too.. so i just sallowed the tablet.. despite the bitterness i forced myself to sallow it.. i almost threw out.. but i cant.. so.. i faked a faint in front of them.. lying on the floor motionlessly.. they tried to ask mi and tried to wake mi up.. but i cant show any signs of reply.. they went off.. and came back with a bottle of drink.. pink dolphin they fed mi by giving mi slips by slips.. i overheard that she was going to perform a CPR on mi.. but that guy was jealous.. behind my eye lids.. i opened slightly and peeped at them.. they were kissing.. right in front of mi.. you know that pain? soon.. they fed mi again and again.. i don wan to lay there any longer already.. then i slowly open up my eyes.. looking at her.. with the great disappointment.. so we seperated.. leaving mi with the injured toe, fever and a bottle of drink.. i knew that it is the end of us.. but my hope nvr give up.. i tried to win her back.. 2weeks later.. the news about him and her broke up.. i donno wan to be happy or sad.. i recalled i cried very badly and vomited out blood in class.. with the help of my frens they brought mi to the toilet to wash up.. as time goes by.. i finally win her heart back.. knowing that it will not it will not be the same again.. i tried to carry on with my normal life.. trying to give her everything i can.. i tried my best.. she said i was controling.. and i also recalled.. she drew a guy's name on her file.. and she also mention to mi about the guy b4.. i walked away from her str8 away from her with the pain and sadness i felt in my heart.. she gone to trip overseas brought back gifts for mi.. and sometimes i go overseas i came back with small collectables like soft toys for her.. all these gifts.. are left on the top shelf next to my bed up to now.. some are left on my cupboard.. and some sticked on my mirror.. sometimes i look at it.. think back the moments i have.. hahas.. there is a time.. i got my family gathering.. i brought her there.. my families cant wait to get to know her.. so.. my aunties and uncles asked her name and blah blah.. then.. at the bbq.. i donno wat happened.. then my families have a bad impression of her.. then i returned.. my mom told mi that she showed attiude to my grandparents.. oh my.. i donno wheather it is truw.. but i defended her denying watever wrong she did.. but this cant hold long.. my family is pestering mi to part with her.. i cant take it.. everytime.. need to hide from them from the truth about mi still being tgt with her.. times gone from bad to worst.. knewing that i cant hold it for long.. i soon cant cope with my studies and my relationship.. my health gone worst.. temper also changed.. from good to bad.. i will say.. wat moulds mi out is the surroundings i have.. tick tick tick.. time goes by.. 2 yrs and 1 month have passed.. we broke up.. and nvr patched back again.. cos i heard that she have already have a new bf.. after that relationship.. the pain is unbearable for 3months.. deep in my heart and mind.. was HELL!! after the 3months.. we became good frens for a short period of time.. i buy her snacks during our afternoon break time.. went home tgt for quite a few times.. but in the end.. 1 day.. we are no longer frens.. no nth.. we are like strangers now.. leaving behind the past we had tgt.. erasing away wat we have done.. sometimes i looked at her.. as long she is happy.. i will be happy for her.. our story ends there.. i will put the full stop on this yr's 14 feb 2007.. the last gift from mi to her was.. 3 roses.. and a bear.. although i still carry these memories with mi.. i know it will not come back.. from this relationship.. i learnt lots of things.. i must thank priscilla.. she really changed my life.. experincing love in which i did not felt b4.. and if YOU, pris read this.. don get alarmed.. it meant nth.. ^^ things will gone sooner or later.. i can say.. this is my longest and the only story which is really bo liao "for some of you" hahas.. ok la.. i gtg le.. bb all.. back with updates again! take cares.. drop by a tag for mi thx!

Starting A BRAND NEW LIFE!!

2007-06-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

guiliang ar.. guiliang... who are you now sia.. lols.. slacking at home like one lazy bump.. hmm.. anyways.. guys.. i am back once again.. lets think of sth to say here.. ytd.. i go my aunt's house eat "bah chang" YUMMY!! hahas.. she make the bah chang always da best.. you wan go outside buy not worth it sia.. lols.. after eating.. i go out with my cousin.. to TM.. and we come across the dance festival.. we watched the performace.. very sian.. lols.. then.. met my mom.. blah blah blah.. FAST FORWARD!! well.. every night and morning i am trying to send msg to baby.. trying to make her sleep well or have a good brand new day.. i donno she wans.. but i try to give her wat i can do for now la.. hahas.. anyways.. i bought sth for her.. "hey.. its sth she likes.." maybe all gals like it? i not so sure about it.. lols.. but i hope she will like it ba.. then i will be happy too.. wondering this coming monday can go out or not.. go and catch a movie or have a lunch tgt also will be nice.. hahas.. still wondering weather she will call mi or not.. lols.. i am the second "ugly betty" ma.. sobs.. wat to do? LOL! hey... guys.. this june holidays.. i gone overseas.. too bad.. i nvr buy anything for you all la.. LOL! come back empty handed.. lols.. and i also trying to replan my study plans.. this yr Os liao.. cannot play much.. sian.. i gonna miss my gaming frens and many many more.. hmm.. i was thinking.. to call all my frens out for a meeting? will it be a good idea? lols.. i don think so.. nowadays.. BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE ROCKS MY LIFE!! WOOT!! hahas.. come and join mi with this band.. lalala..~~ oh ya.. and i simply love this song.. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~~~~~~~~ CAN GIB YOU GATSBY!! GATSBY!!! GATSBY~~~~ lols.. lame right? but.. the song is a good way to disturb ppl.. hehe.. ok la.. wish mi all the best in my life.. i gtg for now.. buais.. OHH YA!! A MSG FROM SHUN JIE!!

visit this blog and view the pictures taken by him.. under the "canada geese- by shun"
this link.. -- >> http://weijiatj.blogspot.com/

and btw.. its his gf's blog.. LOL!

I Hate My Boring Life.. SERIOUSLY!!!

2007-05-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

haiz.. back again.. but now.. recovering from a terrible sickness starting from last sunday.. ZZz.. my fever gone down le.. at least better then sunday.. and.. i was running a high fever on monday.. and.. SHIT IT!! I GOT EXAM PAPERS!! i obviously cannot sit still to sit for the paper.. then i cant concentrate.. i think i flung it.. argh.. wat a lousy start for mi.. haiz.. these past few months.. i have been reflecting on my life and thinking wat can i make good use of it.. i cant find a good wat le.. Zzz.. then how ar? DIE LO! i donno y.. its hard to make goof friends.. i mean real good friends.. i did make some in the pass few weeks.. but i donno y.. i lose them in days.. haiz.. donno la.. seriously.. i donno wat to do le.. anyone can give mi ideas to improve this shit? aiya.. nvm la.. things have been already done.. i cant undo it.. EHH BLOODY HELL LA!! WAT IS BLOG FOR AR?!?! PPL IS JUST TELLING MI TO RELINK RELINK!! NA BEH!!! DON FKING KEEP ON CHANGING YOUR FKING ADDRESS LA!! dam fk pek cek.. Zzzz.. once or twice in a yr is ok la.. NA BEI!! PPL CAN CHANGE 1 OR 2 TIMES IN A MONTH!! NTH BETTER TO DO ISIT?!?! CB LA!.. ARGH! i sian liao la.. ytd my mom's birthday.. then my auntie bring mi and my mom to "family internation buffet" hmm.. nth much there la.. hahas.. my mom become a beast when she reach there sia.. she eat like no limit.. siao one.. hahas.. then i eat nth much la.. COS THERE IS NTH MUCH TO EAT!! ZZZZ... sian liao.. i end here.. bb all.. ARGH~

Welcome New frens in MY LIFE!

2007-05-23T07:14:00.000+08:00

hey.. sry with the slow update of my blog.. but seriously la.. i post here only got spider web la.. well.. i can just talk to myself here lo.. well well.. lets see.. a few months ago.. i met 3 ppl.. 1 of them is Raylene, Eugene and the other is Jenny. well.. they are nice ppl.. hmm.. first lets talk about jenny.. she ar.. she is a very outgoing person.. she can talk things out openly.. and i can share my problems with her.. thats wat i like about her.. although she have some weak points.. but her Str made strong in lots of ways.. we exchanged hp numbers can talk talk la.. and also discuess how to solve one another de problems.. well.. wat would i say? she is just like my past.. loved a wrong person.. doing things for the other party just to satisfy both parties? sarficing happiness? time? and bleh bleh bleh.. lots la.. and we call one another "dear"? aiya.. this thing actually crooked up one la.. lols.. really wan to thank her for her efforts.. hmm.. next.. talk about Raylene.. she is a very nice and cheerful person.. totally different person from who i am! i find her life interesting.. but sometimes.. weird? lols.. well.. i like to be with her.. and she also like to stick around with mi.. but too bad la.. "devilishcry" likes her.. lols.. psst. don tell ppl.. LOL! aiya! wishing all da best for the 2 newly WEEDS? LOL! weeds i would say.. LOL! =X psps... lols.. well... we address one another as "baby".. LOL! funny isnt it? well.. she is also a person who really can cheer mi up.. and brighten my day of course.. she is also a person whom i can look forward to.. well well.. last for eugene.. he donno my real identiy though.. but he really treats mi well.. very well.. or i would say.. superly well? lols.. he is like a money tree? no la.. he is more like a surport pillar to mi.. very good and mature indeed.. a nice person to hang out with.. but obviously.. he cant live without MARTELL! lols.. thinking of he drinking 30glasses per night is.. O.O crazy! well well.. he call mi "gong zhu" which is princess.. =.= then i call him "wang zi" lo.. *puke* LOL! OK! now for my daily life updates.. and it is obviously.. irritated by my mom as usual.. argh.. hate that man.. nag non stop.. a bit also nag.. simply.. no freedom.. =.=.. and my life is SERIOUSLY BORING! wat is my life? go to sch? come back eat play sleep? last time i got frens to ask mi out one lei.. that was last yr.. =.=.. now hor.. no one call mi go out one la.. lame lei. looking for some1 to go out really that hard? my have my exam plans liao.. and yet.. my mom.. nag nag nag.. kaoz.. well.. get to think about jenny again.. i owe her a day of accompany and a movie ticket.. aiya.. donno when she don wan to go.. BUHAHAHA.. my results for mid yr.. is seriously demortalising.. ZZZZ.. maths.. 49.6%, chem 49%, the others "ban tong sui".. and chinese.. with a surprising 40.5? first time this high? well.. i am getting a hang of it.. but i see any effort made my mi.. last time i gave 0% of effort.. now? listen more in class is 10%? i haven given my 100% yet.. LOL! 14/7 is yet to come.. study like kns liao.. i wonder.. who will remember my birthday? and.. celebrate with mi? ya that right.. i think.. no one will.. lets see then.. i donno y.. when exams are coming.. my fren are starting to have bf/gf.. stupid huh? ya.. ya.. and also.. my circle of frens.. always remain small.. will nvr grow one la.. ok la.. wat would i say now? seems like nth liao.. ok la.. then i next time come back with more updates la.. tata..~~ EHH!! AND PLS!! TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG MI!!!!!!!!!!!

WAT "amazing" cousins i have..

2007-05-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

hahahas.. i am back.. with more things to tell.. hahas.. so long nvr see right?XD nowadays don really have the mood to post.. cos lazy la.. see blog also sian.. no comments from my friends or wat.. ZZZ .. hahas... today.. doing CIP.. actually.. now.. i should be asking ppl for donations but now i am at my cousin's house slack a bit.. but seriously la.. asking for donations are very bhb... so think skin.. hahas... hate those ppl who actually give you "looks" when you ask them for donations.. hahas... i go change $4 of 5cents coins from the fas food rest. ... hahas.. hahas.. am i stupid or wat.. ZZZz waste $4 for nth.. sian.. i rather save that $4 to buy sth else eg. upgrade my com or wat... hahas.. sian lo.. come my cousin's house.. first thing tio suan by them talking about jas.. hahas.. teasing mi sia.. haiz.. i also get to have to talk to my cousin which is in canada now.. Zzzz... so long nvr see him sia.. HE NVR COME BACK FOR SOOOOO LONG! ps mi!!! kaoz... anyway.. they know about her liao.. no need to hide la.. but i am really happy that i am going to msia tmr.. ahahs.... wat else! call or text her man! really waiting for the chance to do that.. hahas.. if i use my SG line to text her only.. the billboom liao!! ZZZZ!!! KAOZ! hahas.. anyway.. they say they read my blog then keep on disturbing mi sia.. anyway.. i dare to post.. like SJ said.. if you dare to do.. then you dare to face it.. hahas.. then... now.. i got 1 hr more left to the end of CIP!! hahas.. WUHAHAHA!!! i think i only do 1 or 2 hrs.. but Y MUST CIP IS ALWAYS FLAGGGGGGG DAY?!?!?! wa lau.. ok la.. i cant talk much here.. hope that i will be back with more updates.. stay tune for more BORING STORIES!!

WONDERFUL TRIP....

2007-03-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

VOOM!!!! Bus leaving to KL... SUNWAY LAGOON!! BEEP BEEP!! although with the LONGLONGLONG!!!! bus trip! sth kept mi alive thru out these hrs.. is... to buy a Msia sim card to talk to jas... LOL!.. the first stop where we just cross the Msia custom.. to eat.. after eating a plate of fried noodles.. zoom off to search for a service provider shop.. ZZZ!!! cannot find!! T_T.. then i hope for the next stop got.. then i listen to my mp3 untill the stop!! ZOOM!!! to the toilet first! LOL! urgent la.. !! lols.. then zoom to find the shop!! BINGO!! WOOT!! saw a digi service provider shop.. lols.. very funny la.. i ask the shopkeeper... "erm.. how much is the new sim card ar" then she speak to mi in malay.. WTH.. as if i know malay... then i say.. "gib mi one cheapest sim card" then she take out one phone card!!!! WAA LAU LE!! then i say.. S-I-M C-A-R-D not phonecard.. lols.. then she take out one package.. with new number.. then i say how much.. then she take out a piece of paper and write down.. $10.. lols.. then i pay.. and write down my particulars.. then run away laughing away le... LOL! i go eat A&W.. not bad la.. SG don have.. lols.. i go change sim card... F5.. cannot sms cannot call.. WTF is happening? then i know. this sim card not registered.. then i need to go sunway lagoon there to activate.. ZZZZZZZ.... ok.. then reach sunway le.. cool place there.. looking forward how the water theme park will be like.. then i reached the hotel.. woooooooooo.... nice la.. i go there.. got ppl beside mi.. carry my bag.. no wonder its 5star.. lols... then while they sorting out the rooms.. i go fix my sim card prob.. go the opp. shopping centre there activate.. WOOT!! ACTIVATE LIAO!! THEN SMS JASPER LE!! FIRST THING LEI!! i go check in liao.. then go hotel room.. i will say.. the room is high tech.. all lights and electircal app. is all under one control panel.. cool isit? toilet also... lols.. i have a great time with jas on my phone!! not bad.. OH YA!! THE OPP. SHOPPING CENTRE GOT ICE SKI AREA!!! COOL!! but seriously la.. i call jas.. we got a great time on the phone chatting too.. call her come down.. o.O hahas.. that day pass very fast la.. then night come le.. all the ppl is alarmed that the water theme park's water is not clean.. ppl get skin rashes.. wa lau.. WTF.. then i don wan go le.. i rather spend the time with jas lo! then the next day.. we changed plan to go genting.. COOL! then i go there walk around only.. waiting for some1.. XD.. later then cannot tell wat happened.. XD.... kk.. skip skip!! go back to hotel.. hehe.. this one also cannot tell .. skip skip.. the 3rd day le.. =.= gtg go back to SG le.. need to say bb to jas le.. so sad.. T_T.. cannot bare to leave her.. then slowly time pass by.. on the car.. then i spam her msg at Sg check point.. i happy le... "You Not Only Made My Life Happy, And Also Made My Trip WONDERFUL" dar.. i love you.. i wan to hug you k? k la.. thats all for the trip.. if you all wan to know the "hidden part" ask mi in msn.. XD.. okie.. bb.. love jas lots..

such a BORING DAY...

2007-03-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

ring ring.. my alarm clock... ZZZzzz.. yawns.. wa seh.. online early in the morning 540.. well try to online and play maple lo.. just remember that i need to go to downtown to meet all my classmates to practice the class cheer.. ROAR!! lame lo... they say 730 meet.. i reach there at 820 they not ready yet.. then practice for 20mins then go liao.. lame! hahas.. in school sian sian lo.. i think this day is indeed super boring.. 2 lessons.. EL and MA and after that.. class cheer again.. Zzzz.. wat is this... i am not really into the class cheer... cos i have no interest in the cheer.. cos i am in the back of the stage.. obviously.. i need to brighten up my day somehow.. hahas.. i go home.. thinking that jas will be online untill 6 ya? hahas.. i reach home at 540 pm.. dam late.. Zzz.. but i saw her online!! Weee~~~ got a great chat.. she asked mi for some pictures of mi.. so i send her lo.. she then promised that she will send mi hers this week.. cool! i wonder wat she will look like.. hehe... i hope that she will be very very cute then.. hahas.. i will print it out.. but i think my yellow ink is out of order.. Zzz.. hahas... today seems like no maple.. they patch then now i cannot update.. need to manual patch.. then the SG server de DL host is not available.. sian right? hehe.. well.. i wonder how can i be a close part of my class.. hahas.. lets shove this aside.. ^^ one more thing.. jas.. i have to say sth.. I LOVE YOU!! AISHITERU!!

busy day.. >.<

2007-03-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

well well.. jolly well set my watch to 7mins faster!! woot.. got school earlier than ever! XD.. gotcha! woot.. btw ar.. today V sian lo.. well .. searching for new game to play le.. aiya.. things have changed.. i knew that my life is getting better everyday.. we are getting well along each other.. cool ar.. XD.. i must give her that best.. the best of the best.. and i mean it.. hmm.. this is the last week of term 1 ... i wonder my march holi wat will it be like? slacking at home? hang out with frens? or non stop training?? FIT ZAI! lols.. jking.. aiya.. other not much to say lo.. our class dance.. was... was... argh!! gay.. especially the one waving the hand de.. i was.. WTF?!?! must i do that on stage? wait long long.. my classmates strongly encourage mi to bestbox at the classcheer.. i was like.. Zzzz.. in my next life.. maybe.. but not now.. our class cheer a bit no life actually.. monotone? i wonder the girls can put not life into it? we GUYS.. don come out with it.. we know but.. you gals can do a better job i guess.. ^^.. no offence.. well.. CCA.. was like shit.. that fking "fishtank" made us clear the tents' rubbish/dirt.. then wan us do so many while he use EYEPOWER!! WOAHH!! really POWERFULL!!! =.=ll with the liao jiao bin face.. then kana stayed behind becos of 1 chee bye boy who donno wat is "dick"... he say whole body tired.. then that "fishtank" say your dick tired ar? knn.. really directly say lo.. really wan slap his LJB face.. aiya.. today sad lo.. rush back home.. nvr see jas online.. she wait for mi untill 6pm.. but i reach home at 640... T_T nvm la.. there is always time for us to be tgt... well.. i gtg le.. bb .. cya guys around!

things to say..

2007-03-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

today have been a long day.. hahaa.. well.. i left for school eariler then ever.. 3mins earlier than my normal time.. then after i saw my fren at the traffic light.. i was like.. HUH?!?! he often late one lei!! reg. latecomer.. i was like.. OMG!.. siao liao.. then we rush tgt.. walk like 2x speed.. woot.. we made it in time.. i look at my watch.. i say.. still got time.. 719am.. Zzzz... then i look at my hp.. then i realise.. my watch is the one slow.. ROAR!! then lessons as normal. all study expect SS .. SLEEP!!! yawns.. it is a good resting time.. same goes to the rest of my classmates.. cool ah? some of my frens got sent outside.. still so happy.. make so much weird weird de noise.. dam irritating.. hahas.. then assembly that time.. i was discuessing sth about the book which is writing about money sense.. then this teacher.. Mrs Ong.. PUI!! say wat.. y are you talking? wat are you talking about? then i replied.. about money sense.. then she call mi out.. i was.. ^&&*%#!#*~ hahas.. okok.. then i tried to explain y i answer her that answer.. then she say.. you are not ready to talk to mi.. you wait here.. and think about it.. she did this to mi a couple of times.. untill i am VERY VERY ANGERY AND PISSED OFF!! then i walk off like that.. then i was told that she call mi to see her in the staff room or else tmr she will get mi.. Zzzz.. to avoid trouble.. of course i go see her... dam fked up.. then i heard that my class no remedial.. woohoo.. i run off back home.. first time see jasjas got online or not.. WAAA she online lei!! but she got a sad nick.. i think sth happened to her ba.. then her status bz.. i go in maple look for her.. then i talk her to lo.. i ask her wat happened and all that.. i console her of course.. everything goes on very very smoothly.. surely.. i have feelings for her.. and she have for mi too.. but we have a very good and fun chat la.. she is a very sweet girl.. golden heart.. thats is the kind that i am looking for.. hahas. well.. then i thought of my blog.. come here update for while.. to make you guys entertain.. ^^ don say i bad.. i very good de!! hehe.. remember ar guys.. leave some comments and tag mi at my tagboard.. THX GUYS!! love all my buddies.. jas.. and family.. i gtg soon le.. or else mom scold.. T_T .. take care.. signing off.. ~~

Back.. WITH MORE INTERESTING STUFFS

2007-03-03T13:28:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.. guiliang signing in again.. hahas.. nowadays play maple ... very sian.. hahas.. thought of my blog.. i think all of you should be very bored of my blog ba.. wan to see updates cannot se.. lols.. cos his few months.. playplayplay ma.. well.. about priscilla ar.. she don really affect mi in my life anymore.. i lost 95% interest in her.. serious.. its a good news... no point to carry on with a relationship with a flirty.. attiude.. girl.. PS: if you wan her.. go woo her.. 100% regret!.. i think these past 3-4months.. i think she got 2-4 ex le lo... thinking that she is the "greatest" in the world.. PUI! PUI! PUI!!!!!!! and once again!! PUI!!!! ma de.. these 2 yrs.. you treated mi very well in the first year.. then the second yr.. KNS!! knnbcb.. cb.. 2 time mi like second time le... i gib you chance you fking don use it wisely.. so obvious that you are one fking dumbass.. although we broke up.. i wan to treat you like a very good fren of mine.. but you fking abuse it.. go ahead.. to mi.. you are like one female dog... you know wat that means? B-I-T-C-H!!! sry ar.. i enlarge the word just in case you cannot fking see.. you may born to be cute.. pretty.. figurey.. SO WAT?!?! with the LAN JIAO attiude you have.. make mi fking puke you MOTHER FUCKER!! i tell you.. this relationship we have.. i treat it seriously.. but now.. i don think of any thing to treat you good anymore.. waste my energy.. money.. time.. my fren around mi will do it.. they cheered mi up when i am sad.. angry.. you le? you cool mi down with your "sweet voice" you have.. ya.. it did work! BUT!!! they are all lies.. lies.. you hear that?? LIES!! i may appear decent.. but i bear this hatred for everyone i hates.. after knowing that i have a bad temper.. i tried to control it.. at least i did sth to correct myself to be a BETTER PERSON!!! BETTER THAN SOMEONE.. WHO THINKS SHE IS SOOOOOO RIGHT ALL THE TIME... anyone go against her = she macham show cb attiude.. wa liao le.. wat is this? i told her to change.. cos i think the will to change to a better person is a very good path.. instead you still wan to carry on with your "LALALAND" get a life girll... you are just barely going around and playing with ppl's feelings.. you don belong here.. you should go to geyleng and be a member there.. cos i think there suits you best... BEST I WOULD SAY!! BEST!!!!! saw that? okok.. don angry liao.. talking too much craps on a useless girl.. ok la.. these few days.. very happy wor.. hahas.. jasjas ar.. she very good to mi de.. i would say a billion.. nono.. trillion.. NONO!! ZILLION TIMES BETTER THAN PRISCILLA!!! although she is older than mi. i think she is much more mature to handle things.. although we don see each other often.. we remained close together.. hahas.. well.. things will be much more interesting now.. more life.. more fun.. and more LOVE! well.. a good fren of mine who shows the most ultimate care and love is very rare.. thats wat i like about her.. so i think we should advance.. we started a few days back then.. sweet and nice times with you.. wel.. this yr!! O lvls.. ohh man.. that means less games.. T_T sobs.. well.. time to study!! btw ar.. now reducing the playing time bit by bit.. ^^ okie.. i have no time le.. i gtg soon.. well.. see ya guys with more updates..

hohoho...

2006-10-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! my new blog skin all done by mi.. hohoho.. it is easy as i thought is was hard.. Zzz.. copy and paste only.. dots.. heyhey.. leave your comments behind!! if it is nice tell mi.. same goes to if you think it is not.. hehe.. okie.. today i planing to.. dot dot dot.. play again.. Zzz... today is thrus.. and i haven go out since then.. so bored.. aiya.. i am used to it.. kk.. i will be back with more things to say.. bb..

siannnzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

hey.. everyone.. today dam sian lo.. today wake up.. then play com.. play play play untill my uncle go finish my breakfast.. >.< wa lau.. dam hungry.. then i remember i got buy the extra spicy maggi mee.. wa.. i go cook.. it is super nice lo.. wuhahaha.. sian.. then i go back play.. play like one shit.. Zzz.. untill 2pm.. then later.. i need to off to rest.. wa seh.. my mom come in my room and say SURPRISE!! then i look at her.. she come in to tret my pimple.. EEEEE... Zzz... she tyco la.. wa lau.. then i donno how i fell asleep.. then sleep untill my HP rang.. rang untill i wake up.. waa.. my lao po ar.. lols.. LOL!.. tsk tsk.. lols.. she say she pei mi.. then i was in a sleepy voice.. LOL!.. half awake... LOL! i think she was diao-ing mi behind the phone.. lols.. hahaas.. then i look at my watch.. 5pm le.. i automatic wake up and play com.. Zzz.. nth to do lar.. sian sia.. aiyo.. play untill now.. nth to do.. then come post.. Zzz.. hey.. anyone got any interesting stuff to share with mi pls talk to mi le.. call my hp also can.. chat chat.. Zzz.. or anyone wan to go out??? hahas... CALL MI PLS!! i super sian.. i play my psp... then i also sian.. cos i look at my rpg game.. then Zzzz... the monster so hard to kill.. and i so low lvl.. wa seh.. boring le.. anyone can play with mi or sth??? or anyone like mi nth to do at home go out ar..!! don you all feel sian?!?! i no friends le.. see.. so poor thing.. ZZZZzz.z.zz.z.z.z.z... TALK TO MIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!

DuDu.. TaTa...

2006-10-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

bong.. bong.. haiz.. so sian.. nth to do.. no friends to go out with.. YAWNS!! sian lar.. play CS com hang... wtf.. i feel like smashing it.. my frag was like 50-16.. so happy then the com hang.. Zzz.. hahas.. play pirateking till sian also.. i donno la.. i hope a new mmorpg game come out soon... WUHAHAHA... btw.. today de maths paper.. sian.. quite hard.. BORING SIA!!!

pls.. CRY WITH MI!!

2006-09-22T17:56:00.000+08:00

sorrow in my heart... darkness everywhere.. i cant see where i am.. i am drown in the pool of darkness.. i tried to get out there.. but there was only a girl.. watching mi.. in there.. while i am in pain.. i reach out for her... but the gap is too big.. pls.. help mi.. wipe my tears away.. dear.. my dear.. where are you?!?! pls.. get closer to mi pls..

Y Does It Hurts?

2006-09-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

its is very painful.. very very painful.. down in my dark lonely heart.. i donno y wat happened isit because of her? i really donno.. i wan to give up totally.. but i could.. haiz.. wat to do now.. so pain yet cannot forget.. argh.. or isit hidden too deep in my heart? but i don really wish to take her out completely.. i care for her.. i just not sure wat i am doing.. nvm then.. drop this topic.. today got sec4&5 photo taking.. haiz.. took so long.. actually i wish to pass a note to her.. but no time.. haiz.. maybe our fate is like this.. the first is very sweet and the end and so bitter and pain.. i donno wan to ask her for a patch.. or maybe not.. i am yet to suffer now..

Horror and Terror

2006-09-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

Zzz... i was playing my PSP from ytd 9pm untill 2am.. Zzz.. my mom haven come home.. i thought she go untill crazy liao.. don wan come back.. LOLS!! actually i was planing to play my com thoughout the night.. LOLS!! dam tired then tell myself tmr wake up early check my mom in or not.. LOL! WA LAU!! wake up at 8am.. siao ar.. so late... spoil my whole day mood of playing com.. lols.. play play lo.. nth to play de.. got 1 stupid game.. SOOO DAM HARD TO FLY THE PLANE!! WTF.. KEEP CRUSHING!! lols.. nvm la.. today my daughter's BD outing.. then she watch movie.. Zzzzz... then the others go to their friend's house.. wa lau.. got the fking guy there.. make mi sian the whole fking day.. i thought can go out de.. LOL! then RAIN!! OMG!! lols.. after the rain i go call them.. they say wan to join them or not.. but got the fking guy le.. nvm la.. i say nvm lo.. i try to go.. then later i ask my mom.. she say cannot go.. F5F5F5F5F5!!!! WA LAU!! SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! do my holi HW also.. lols.. now sitting in fornt of the com like a zombie killing time.. and i wan to say to 1 girl.. YOU TOTALLY SUCKS!! lols!! act cute onli.. Zzzzzzz... you are the worst girl i ever met!! sucker!!! >.< BLEH!! hahahahahas... ok la.. i stop here le.. bb all.. ^^

Dang Dang!! I AM BACK!!

2006-09-09T14:52:00.000+08:00

okok.. i must make a post now.. or else some1 nag nag nag liao.. lols.. er erm.. lets see.. i like my new skin better than my previous one.. hahas.. check out the new tag borad too!! woot! all done by my cousin!! LAU WAN HUI!! THX MAN!! you rock!! ohh.. and nvr forgeting pin jia.. my first blog designer!! lols.. now listening to "power98" woohoo!! nice man!! but i donno wat they talking.. =X hahas.. ohh.. this few days got exam le.. cannot play so often.. SOBS!! oh btw.. all of you here.. i think you all very sian my my blog for this few months hor.. no update at all.. LOL! sry la.. forgive mi.. >.<>.<>.< haiz.. oh ya.. life is good here.. but BORING!! WUHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ok then.. i gtg for now.. oie.. i already updated my blog.. don nag liao.. =X

Which Is Which?

2006-03-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

i gone through her frindster profile.. she said she was waiting for me no matter wat happens.. but was that phase meant for me?? maybe not.. cos i think she got her own BF to take care.. i donno wat is happening to me.. for everytime i think of her.. my heart will give me a horrible pain.. it hurts so badly that i need to crutch my hands to my chest.. i donno wat is this for?? we borke up 17days ago.. i donno that she got a new bf or not.. i hope not.. but y? she don wan to answer my calls.. reply to my sms.. she never knew how i felt.. she never thought of my feelings before she wanted to break.. i can tell you the feeling of having 1 and a half yr together suddenly she say wanted to break up.. haiz.. forget it.. she wil not listen to me anyway.. i hate this.. haiz.. i miss you badly.. really and seriously..

Why!?!?

2006-02-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

i tried to get you back.. but i don think it will work anymore.. well.. i only have no choice to make my last resort.. its to forget you.. but y all the saddness? you are so hard hearted.. but you are a overall sweet girl.. you will never leave my mind.. i promise.. i will never forget you..

You Never Change At All!!!

2006-02-24T05:53:00.000+08:00

i thought thee replies you made to me was it becos that you wan to talk to me as a normal friend or sth.. but you never even change at all.. you still hate me after all.. when i look into your eyes.. i see.. nth but hatred.. you never know how hurt i am.. i think of you everyday.. you don even look at me.. was it even a good and nice thing to do? i never knew you were this person.. but i know you have changed.. A PERSON WITH MORE ATTIUDE PROBLEM!!! BEYOND CARE!!! i donno y i say this but this is the fact.. you are no longer the person that i know anymore.. even though i try to neutralize you.. it wont work.. you will be happy only with your friends and cousins are without.. i knew it.. you don even care for me in the first place.. and you lied about our breakage.. i never knew you inner self is like this.. PACKS OF LIES and MORE LIES!!! i never trust you 100% from the start of this year.. cos i am already suspecting sth.. watever you say is just a pack of lies LIES LIES!!! I HATE LIERS IN MY LIFE.. whenever you say sth.. i must think twice.. you toyed on my feelings.. i will never trust you.. you are just looking for someone who can talk to you thats all.. y don you talk to you cousins? who can accompany you to movie and shoppings?? wasting money on other ppl.. treating lunches and dinners.. YOUR FRIENDS!!! YOUR COUSINS!!! wat i get?? NTH!!! this morning i am going to fetch you to school again.. i will try to talk to you.. i will see how you react.. i will just observe you.. LIER!!

Time And Date That I Am Online..

2006-02-23T06:12:00.000+08:00

Monday : 5.45am - 6.20am & 2.10pm - 9pm(9.30pm)*
Tuesday : 5.45am - 6.20am & 6.20pm - 9pm(9.30pm)*
Wednesday: 5.45am - 6.20am & 4.30pm - 9pm(9.30pm)*
Thrusday : 5.45am - 6.20am & 3.50pm - 9pm(9.30pm)*
Friday : 5.45am - 6.20am & 1pm - 9pm(10pm)*
Saturday : 7.30am(9am) - 9.30pm(11pm)*
Sunday : 7.30am(9am) - 9pm(9.30pm)*

* Not Subjected To Times That I Go Out..
Time In Brackets Are The Times That Is The Latest I Can Go..

You're Finally Back...

2006-02-23T05:56:00.000+08:00

this past few day you never come school.. i miss you a lot wor.. you donno how much i miss you.. you sick le.. never take care arh.. naughty girl.. hehe.. you finally reply to my sms ytd night.. i wont mind that you shout at me last time.. remember i let you to vain your anger out to me mah? haha.. you forgot le ar? even though we are friends.. i hope that you will still come back.. hehe.. its now like sun is shining up to brighten up my life.. its like i will be finally on my feet now.. priscilla.. its time to move on.. study hard lei.. let me hold your hands and run though all the uneven roads.. hehe.. ok i have nth to say.. tata~

Lonely..

2006-02-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

today.. i waited for her for like 20mins?from 0625hrs to 0645hrs? she did not turn up.. i thought she walk a different way to aviod me.. i walk to school myself lo.. haha.. well... i thought i can see her in school.. haha.. but when i reached the school.. i did not see her in her class.. then i think she did not turn up that day.. so.. i think she did not wan to turn up becos she don wan to turn up for CCA.. confirn one lei.. she never report once to her CCA properly.. she will always report sick or did not turn up.. hehe... how cute arh? today.. in class still the same.. all my classmates go crazy and make teachers go crazy.. well.. i was think about my "N"level which is coming up.. WOOT!! You Know Wat I Hear In My Dreams When I Was Doing Common Test??? i heard a woman screaming "Very Pain". And Followed By A Baby's Crying Sound.. hahas.. i am weird now... i donno y i fell this way.. ok tata~ guys...

Never Give Up..

2006-02-21T05:55:00.000+08:00

ytd.. i tried to sms her.. she repled.. but its not a good one.. so i called her.. she shouted at me becos of all of my wrong doings.. i never even have a chance to explain.. even if i do.. she will not belive or respect wat i say.. she said she wan to broke up with me cos i am very irratating.. i donno weather she is playing me or wat.. i know i was wrong for logging into her msn.. but no big deal? she make a big fuss out of it.. she said she don wan to me me no more.. but wat can i do? i keep thinking of her while she hate me? i feel that i am a loser and no one cares about me.. i tried to talked to her nicely.. i need her.. i need a talk to her.. nicely.. like the past.. i donno will she let me do this? i am thinking of her day and night.. she will not give a dam to me.. she called me an asshole.. i don care.. about my personal msg.. the whole family saw it.. "suens" wat is this? you scold me for wat everything i have done wrong.. but to you.. i scold you everything of wat regraudless of wat you do.. i did not scold you or anything.. your attiude have changed.. you don even wan to go school just because of gastric pain.. it is just you never eat the previous day.. i knew that you will skip your meal.. haiz.. their family is so close together but there is hatred.. bias.. wat i can do?? nth.. she keep thinking that she is a bitch or a slut.. cos everyone called her one.. i did not say anything about you being that.. you need to think that you are not one.. i never see you smile.. ever again.. i never have a thought that your inner self is filled with hatred... yes.. i don like your god brothers.. cos i am sure they are up to no good.. you said.. you will have good results.. but will you? you keep going out and hardly study.. i never even force you.. i forbid you to go out that time cos you can go watch movie 4times in a row.. in a week??? you always like that.. you will not listen.. you are so stubborn... YES.. i am jealous of you going out with your godbrothers.. i ask you.. if a person keep going out with a opp. sex all the time and keep turning down my meeting for nth.. you think will they be jealous? of course.. if not.. they don even have feelings for him/her.. so they don.. i cannot even talk to you.. i only can write my feelings here and there is you cursing me and everything.. if anything goes wrong.. i am in the fault.. not you.. ok? can you give me one more chance??? just ONE more?

Y All The Sudden??

2006-02-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

where are you? you're flashing in my mind at all times.. y this will happened? is it my love to you haven died out? i still can feel the life.. you and me.. but this will never come true.. i can shed tears and while you hate me.. i always hold back my tears.. but now i feel like crying out loud.. in my house.. in my room.. in my dark dark room.. doors shut.. tears streaming down my cheeks.. my both hands covering my face.. all i knew is i love you... but you are not there.. no one is there to comfort me.. my friends cheered me up.. but after some time.. i will feel down.. Y? i ask myself.. y am i thinking of you? but ARE YOU THERE?? i shout out loud into the dark sky in the night.. watching the stars.. as i remembered i counted the stars with you.. i comforted you on the beach.. we had a very great time on the beach.. but now.. i call.. shout.. scream.. out your name.. you will have no response.. only someone is there.. a little fading image of you.. but i need you.. hold you tight in my arms.. grabbing the little chances i could get back to you.. but.. you don even care about me.. in my broken dreams.. patheic life.. and a person like there is no one in my life.. i remembered the times i hugged you.. the times.. we kissed... we hold our hands tight.. spending endless times together.. we took photos TOGETHER.. i hope you will go back to that time i spent with you.. my dearest Priscilla.. I Miss You.. but do you??

Its The End...

2006-02-18T10:45:00.000+08:00

well... ytd.. i rollerbladed to the park.. enjoying the sea breeze in the afternoon till evening.. i recall the things i spent with her.. the sounds of the waves.. and the birds flying though the sky.. nth will change her heart.. perhaps other guys maybe.. well.. she wanted to leave me let her be.. i don wan to force her.. she happy can le.. but she also no longer the girl i used to know.. haiz.. well.. my life need to go on.. but y am i think of her every now and then?? i hate it!!! argh!!!

My Dreams..

2006-02-17T06:10:00.000+08:00

i dreamt.. in one place.. somewhere.. my deep feelings.. there was a time.. i was walking home around the afternoon.. i saw my friends talking to each other.. i am sure that they are talking about "you".. soon.. "you" appeared.. i looked at you... into your eyes.. my friend says that he likes you.. i got shocked.. you starting to run.. and then.. my friend soon run after you.. i wanted to run but.. somehow.. my leg don let me run fast.. i'm injured.. but i don give up... i run after you.. seeing you running further and further from me.. with my friend who likes you behind you.. i need to cross the road.. with my injured legs i have.. soon i crossed half way.. a car ran into me.. there i lied motionless.. with you having a smile on your face.. but i know thats wasnt for me.. i closed my eyes.. *..................* soon.. i woke up in the hospital.. looking around to see anyone is around me.. sadly.. theres no one.. i waited for days.. months.. years.. you did not turn up.. then i received a letter from "someone"... it reads.. To: Yap Gui Liang (Mr) it had been a long time ever since we met.. i just knew that you are in the hospital.. i wanted to say that have a speedy recovery and Best reguards: Priscilla Suen Wai Yee.. There Is your name bleaming infornt of me.. i broke down.. with the card you have sent me.. i said thx so much.. which that is the time i have breathing difficultly.. and i passed away...

Love Hurts..

2006-02-17T06:01:00.000+08:00

Love hurts.Love scars.Love wounds.Almost any heart...Not tough or stong enough...To take a lot of pain...take a lot of pain.Love is like a cloud.Holds a lot of rainLove hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts.
I'm young...I know.But even so...I know a thing or two.And I learned from you.I really learned a lot...Really learned a lot.Love is like a flame.It burns you when it's hot.Love hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts.
Some fools think of Happiness...Blissfulness...Togetherness.Some fools fool themselves I guess.They're not foolin' me.
I know it isn't true.I know it isn't true.Love is just a lie.Made to make you blue.Love hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts.Ooh...ooh love hurts.

Are You There?

2006-02-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

this morning i was thinking to let her listen to a love song "Here We Go" well.. so i bought my PSP with me then i go and meet her where i used to meet.. then.. i expect a happy "her" but.. it don turn good.. she forget my V.Day present.. aiyo.. donno lei.. then i try to play the song to let her hear but instead.. she took my PSP away from me and switch songs.. and she say she don like that song.. make me so disapointed.. she switch to a song called "All The Way".. haiz.. its like my effort gone down to the drain.. nvm la.. she happy can le.. but i never see her smile today.. haiz.. so sad.. but i cannot to make her smile.. its ok.. for days i tried to get her attendtion but useless.. urgh.. i hate it.. nvm la.. wat can i do?? i just hide my deep feelings inside me.. so hurted.. she don care.. she don even glance at me.. i hope she can smile at me.. and make a happy start of my day.. *CRYS!!*

Haiz.. Was It???

2006-02-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

well.. this morning and i go fetch her that time.. she looked so happy.. haha.. she happy i happy can le.. well we got a good time together.. laughing and chatting like last time.. hehe.. its like the past.. i like it.. well.. today.. we play in class sia.. with all of my classmates and all of them like going crazy sia.. haha.. well today like study a bi... aww come on.. i need to study!!! she today after school go library study.. hehe.. so cute!!!

Crying.. Broken Down..

2006-02-15T05:56:00.001+08:00

haiz.. i broke up with with her last sunday.. i was so heart brokened.. well its not actually her fault.. she wanted to study.. haha.. i give her my respect on her choice she made.. well.. i althought i may miss her every now and then.. i still fetch her every morning but we wont talk much while walking.. sometimes.. i miss her so much that i cant take it.. like so stressed up.. i never knew this would happen.. i thought a broke up thing will be easy.. and.. i know she still love me.. but.. i need to wait for her for 2 years... well.. guys.. i decided to wait for her for that miserable 2 years.. without her is like a missing part me.. i am so sad now and then too.. but.. i hold back my feelings in front of my friends.. i know they can help me.. but i can hardly stand by my own.. haiz.. priscilla... i cant stop thinking of you.. how?well.. i will wait.. but will you wait for me??

Days And Weeks Had Passed..

2005-09-11T08:31:00.000+08:00

haha.. well.. very very long never come here to write le.. really donno wat to write.. plus lately very lazy to write.. haiz.. yesterday.. donno wat sia.. bring back so much memories on just one phone call.. very pain in the heart le.. i just felt like no matter wat i do.. she will not be happy in any ways.. i very useless.. me ar.. you all can just take me as a junk in the rubbish bin.. haha.. just throw me side.. haha... thats all i can say for now..

Haiz.. back to school again..

2005-08-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

haha.. this morning har.. my HP alarm go off.. i am still sick and burning with fever of 38.. haha.. trying to reach for the HP but i just rolled off my bed.. haha.. silly me.. i got up and off my alarm.. haha.. dam tired.. haha.. then i go on my radio and go toilet and brush teeth all that lo.. then change clothes.. haha.. then turn off everything then leave my house with my school bag.. haha.. then of course i must go to lao po's house there to fetch her go school la.. haha.. then she from behind suddenly hug me.. haha.. surprised.. haha.. then go school lo.. then buy egg prata and a cup of drink lo.. then after my breakfast i pop 2 pills.. haha.. then school starting.. at the parade sq. line up.. then need to sing the national anterm.. sian.. my mouth already going to die le.. keep on sing the same old song.. then go back to class.. i feel very sick.. DAM! teacher never notice it.. i like dying at that time le.. despte of my sikness i go and continue my lesson la.. then surprisingly.. our Eng. teacher did not turn up in the lesson.. haha.. then the rest of the lesson turn up to be well lo.. then the dam extra lesson.. haha.. 3-5.30pm.. whoa.. 2extra lessons in a row.. Zzz... then now come back write all this.. haha.. kk.. i will be back with more things to write.. Bye.. Diary..

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''-= Part II =-''

2005-08-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

ahh... finally back from the BBQ... haha.. honey chicken.. hot dogs.. crab meat.. mushroom.. for drinks.. rose syrup drink.. and a fishball with crabmeat soup.. haha.. i think i gobble the drink the most ba.. 6whole cups.. haha.. plus i eat 2 servings lo.. cos my lao po don wan to eat.. cos she say she eat le.. haha.. after eating.. we went in my friend's room.. haha.. kissing there.. haha.. whoa.. very nice wor.. then the others having fun outside the room lo.. haha.. then later we go bus stop take bus 3 to TM to take neoprint.. haha... while at bus stop.. my friend talk to his ex.. haha.. then later he told me that they all patch up le.. haha.. cos his ex envy of me and my lao po cos we too loving in front of them.. haha.. then i saw them holding hand.. then i feel quite happy.. donno y.. then.. we go TM the shop called "pretty in tokyo" haha.. neo print shop.. haha.. my friend and his GF go take a card of them.. cherry blossoms at the background.. haha.. nice hor.. haha... then a few of my friends.. all girls.. LOL! take a few shots of themselves too.. then next.. all of us take using the other machine.. haha.. all 8 of us go squeeze in the camara so in order go get all of us in the picture.. haha.. very fun lo.. all of us get one each.. then my lao po go buy some food then leave my friends and TM le.. then take bus 21 go home.. haha.. at the bus stop we brought a bottle of F&N orange and share lo.. haha.. then i accompany her home lo.. then we bid each other good bye then i go off le.. then come back around this time lo.. haha.. i think my fever go down le la.. haha.. 37.7 only.. haha.. then i on com lo.. haha.. i stop here for more entries ba.. haha..

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Its Always Me.. Cough Cough

2005-08-10T02:41:00.000+08:00

whoa.. about 0845hrs wake up lo... i feel very weak and hot.. i guess i got a high fever le.. and feeling excited how is my friend's BBQ will be like.. then i switch on my com then go brush teeth.. play CS lo... nothing to play.. then hear the song "you're beautiful"... haha.. the song not bad.. then i decided to take my temp. ... WTH!! IT HIT 40.7... whoa.. plus later need to go to my friend's house to have BBQ at 1pm.. then need to fetch her down too.. haha.. well... i knw i'm sick.. but i cant let my bao bei lao po down.. then i decided to go and fetch her despite of my high fever.. at this time har... i have not much to write.. i will be back with more things to write here..

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my first entry...

2005-08-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

my first time writing in my new diary.. i never write a diary before.. when i only decided to post it through the net.. i woke up in my cousin's room.. first thing is to call my lao po la.. she is already waiting for my call le.. she said that she miss and love me so much.. haha.. well.. she said she going out.. i told her to take care.. we chated for a while then hang up the phone with a kiss.. NEXT is to on the PS2 la.. haha.. i played the game called chain reaction, a racing type of game.. next is a type of the robot like ray crash.. i always use the same move.. haha.. like undestoryable... very cool moves.. haha.. then i take bbus 17 go home.. i reached home about 5plus.. very tired.. called my lao po again.. she is doing some shopping.. haha.. well.. come back home on the computer lo.. very sian.. same old game... no new games yet.. haiz.. Donno wat happened to me.. keep on sneezing.. i think i am going to fall sick le.. then i play till now lo... need to go sleep le... i am really happy to meet my lao po... Priscilla.. I Love You...